Sheu's World

what the eff?

2010-06-21T02:22:00.001-07:00

okay, so far it's been very hectic since diva la. let me start with diva la itself. it was definitely not a great day...we learnt some things about each other and we seriously need to get to know each other better.... let's put that aside then. i played keeper from the starting of the games till the end. i actually don't mind playing keeper, but i should be given a chance to at least try playing up front. nevermind, i sacrifice my chance for my team. as long as they are happy.

right after diva la, we had our bonding camp. it was rather interesting. the graduates came back to run the camp. it was shocking at first, because we didn't expect them to come. some were contented to see them and some we just blur. i think they help us realized something back then, but they shouldn't have intruded in just like that, because i know how hard the committee had planned for it. however, whatever it is, i'm trying to be realistic here. without the seniors, i think we would be slacking all day, doing nothing. the graduates kept us actively involve in team building activities. other than that, i know what the current team thought about it...be it positive or not, we just go on with our lives.

right after camp...oh ya! we have a match against under 16 nationals. the yog team. we lost 3-2 against them, but we had a great fight! i effing sprained my ankle during the match! seriously damn painful...i forgot how i fell, but the pain was unbearable! i think it's just stupid how i can injured myself! urgh! it's still a little swell up till now. 1 week plus already. i went to the doctor's just now....FREAKING WASTE MY TIME! i should have just went to school! the x-ray department people screwed up! and i waited for like more than 2 hours for the results minus the whole day i waited for the rest of the consultation! so freaking damn angry sia! i soon found out that there were no bone injuries...but still, i have to wait for 6 weeks for full recovery of my ankle. sigh... i guess, i need to go to the gym to strengthen my ankle and my knee..it's been acting up since my ankle got twisted...imbalance...:SS

i guess that's all..other than that i have always been busy with my effing life..i don't know how long can i last with this kind of schedule... this is getting sick... i shall stay strong for 1 and 1/2 year! STAY STRONG!!!! ARGHHHHHH!

shaabooya!

:))

diva la line up!

2010-06-03T03:11:00.000-07:00

this is my team for this saturday's diva la comp at fico!

RP NUGGETZ:

1.Nina Sim

2.Samantha Tham Yuan Ling Sarah

3.Fifi fire

4.Diah "eurasian"

5.Kate Tutty

6.Valarie

7.Amarit

8. whatTHEsheu (me!)

hope for the best! let's go RP NUGGETZ! \m/ rock on!!!

SOCCER FRENZY!!

2010-06-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

yeah.. soccer frenzy it is for this year! we have POLITE, CHALLENGE CUP AND YOUTH LEAGUE this year! like....WHAT THE SHEU! seriously, last year, we did POLITE and YOUTH LEAGUE, it's like NO LIFE! fasting month, we were still kicking our asses, train, train....TRAIN! shitass! this year is going to be worse! like seriously. LIKE....no rest! one competition after another... no resting time, less time to concentrate on studies, no time to go out and no raya...yet again!

last year, after the 3rd day of raya...we had to go back to school for our match! means, no rendang...no ayam masak merah... all cannot...later coach will say,"EHH! FASTER RUN LAA...LIKE GOT 1 TON BEHIND YOU IS IT??" means to say that our asses are heavy...so yeah! need to train bloody hard this time...

aiming to get top 3 for this year's POLITE games... we are going to aim for that trip to where ever it is... last year's was Australia... i almost got it, but didn't... trained so bloody hard for it... the seniors cried, because we were so bloody close! i'm not going to see that this year! so bloody want to win this time!

i think this year's team is stronger... we got like more experienced soccer players coming in to our team. like ernie, mag, mim, shank and many more other players...i am so excited about this year's POLITE! this year, RP is hosting the games...so, we don't have to travel as much... but, there will be a lot of people coming to watch, wahh, bloody nervous! like effing seriously!! nevertheless, i am going to train as hard as possible!!!

yesterday's training was really hectic. we did possession....wah, damn tiring man! ran around like some dog..all over...and there was once i ran for the ball+kicked the ball+fell and slided...it was awesome...finally i get to do that! the ball was passed successfully! yayness! but pain arhh! HAHAHHA! if i were to be in that position again..i know what to do! HHAHAA! power!

anyways, this saturday is diva la...okay..i need to play who is playing what! woohoo! i'm off now! bye........

shaabooya!:))

had a WONDERFUL GREAT FUNN!

2010-05-31T09:41:00.000-07:00

well, these are the things i did for today...very enjoyable indeed! really re-lived my childhood for throughout the entire time i was in Toy R Us...superly duperly awesome! playing with all the toys and folling around with nicole and jannah! like power only! we laughed non-stop in there. really3 had loads of funn! seriously! there are loads more pictures we took, but i'm not going to post every picture here! we did alot of crazy stuff in there, but truly enjoyed doing them. even the other people looked at us, like one kind....still, i don't care! it was bloody awesome yaw! you guys should like actually try and play with all the toys. it's purely funn-tastic! i really want to go back there one day to play with all the toys again! HHAHA!

right after, we went to visit jeyda, who was working at the arts exhibition at vivo, ground level. the exhibition was interesting but kind of boring... no music, no nothing, but plainly dresses and costumes. i like the kimono dress, very nice! other than that, just plain. very plain. too plain. i like jeyda's uniform though! pink colour t-shirt! LOL! PINK! hahhahhaha!

yesterday, i went to dad's, to visit my sister. little sister, dania... she still looks the same. still cute!! like me! HAHHAHAHA! anyways, dad and I made our own kite... spend like hours doing it...measuring, cutting, scotch-taping... putting them together and all... we had great fun! laughed throughout the night... just so fun man...seriously, but in the morning he wanted to re-do the kite because he said it was too heavy...so, whatever...HHAHAHA! i didn't really help in the first place, maybe just a little. it was up to him whether he wants to dismantle, redesign...whatever it is to the kite...but the process, was great, going to treasure that moment forever! he even thought me this trick with matches...like power only! i felt like i almost burnt my hand...but it's so freaking awesome arhh...HHAHAHAH! (Y)

holidays are going well for me i guess... trainings as per normal...5pm, tuesdays, wednesdays and fridays! this saturday is Diva La. i think david is coming to support us all...he said he is going to come in a skirt and pom poms...i seriously want to see him do that! HAHHAHAHAH! let's just see! HHAHAHAHAHAH!RP Nuggetz all the freaking way!!!!

shaabooyaa!:))

OMJ! IT'S TOMORROW!

2010-05-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

don't you think this cat is cute? totally damn cute! like OMJ! HHHHAHAHA! i actually wanted to put an excited picture...but found this instead...because all my excited pictures are retarded, that's why i don't put it here! HEH! anyways, fatin just texted me! she said it's going to be published tomorrow!! woohoo! i'm going to get BH tomorrow morning! seriously! HAHHAHA! i want to see...wee.....HHAHAHA! power!

sorry for the short post...just very excited!laters!!

shaabooyaa!:DD

DIVA LA...5TH JUNE! RP NUGGETZ...

2010-05-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

diva la 2010 is happening this 5th june and fico! hell yeah...i can't wait man! seriously! i missed last year's diva la...loads of things happened last year..i don't want to miss the fun this year! anyways, i was given the opportunity to lead my soccer team for diva la...which i called RP Nuggetz... i think it sounds cool. it was very impromptu..seriously.. coolness. HHAHHA!

anyways, my team consists of:

1.nina sim

2.samantha tham

3.fifi fire

4.valerie

5.amarit

6.kate tutty

7.mag(maybe? or is it diana...)

and of course with me in it too...

i need to think of the starting 5 and tactics...diva la is not going to be easy...i know there's going to be more and stronger teams playing...including the alumni teams...hemm...let's see... hopefully, i make the right decision here! heh! off to think now...

shaabooyaa!

2 weeks of holidays... line ups?

2010-05-28T05:19:00.001-07:00

totally at home now...chilling and have nothing yet to do..2 weeks or holidays for RP students have officially started today! i had a great sleep yesterday... woke up quite late and had my brunch... super fun and watched tv all day.. it's been very long since i watched those electronic things..call tv..HAHA! serious. really enjoyed it...well, not really. i'll rather go out than stay at home actually, but yeah...i did slacked the whole day at home. alone. zzzzzzzzzzzz....

I WANT TO GO.....PLAY SOCCER OR SOMETHING! SERIOUSLY...HAHHAHHA! hemmm...it's true huh..i am crazeee about soccer..totally crazy! everyone knows that. i really3 love soccer! i can't imagine if i am not in soccer. it's fun and great and fun and great....cannot really describe how crazy i am about this sport. it's like it's my BOYFRIEND! really! and ya...talking about boyfriends... it's been a long time since i had one those..."BOYFRIENDS" hhahaha... it's hard to find a good guy this days...

I looked up at Nina's blog about "REASONS WHY I AM STILL SINGLE.." maybe it's true... all those reasons that are listed...hemm.. i just want a guy that can listen to me and make me smile, but of course, he's suppose to be loyal, honest and fun! heheh! where to get?? where? tell me! tell me where! i wonder... hemm...HHAHHA!

anyways, these are the things i want to do and going to do...during this short 2 weeks of holidays:

1. go watch movie,"NIGHTMARE ON ELMS STREET." with Feeza Monj

2. go karaoke with OhMyJeyda and JansJubs!

3.play street soccer with the normal crazy bunch

4.dance with OhMyJeyda, JansJubs and maybe some other people...

5.soccer camp!!

6.be an official for SHARP 5 v5 in school

7.diva la soccer competition (RP NUGGETZ)

8.cycling outing at ECP with Feeza Monj

9.Marina Barrage night out outing with OhMyJeyda and JansJubs!

10.soccer trainings!!

top 10 things i need to do and want to do! waoh....so many things arhh! don't know if i can fit everything in 2 weeks man! it's seems impossible, but i'll try to make it possible!! seriously...nothing is impossible to me! nothing! LOL!

i seriously need to spend time out of school! damn tiring...hemmm! i shall do all these crazee stuff soon! starting this...monday? hemm...let's see....hahhaa! :DD

shaabooya!:))

about me.

2010-05-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

hello bloggers! it has been very very very very VERY long since i last blogged about something. now, since it is the holidays for RP students only, mind that. I think it's good to start blogging again.."TO KEEP THIS BLOG ALIVE!"...so yeah... keeping it alive..trying to. hehe...

anyways, many things had happened, ever since i last blogged! seriously...loads and junks of stuff i did... firstly, i would like to say,"I'M IN FREAKING YEAR TWO YAWWW" feels good to be a sophomore in RP!!! the feeling to be a level higher...feels damn good. but the work load and the timing is no joke! sometimes, i think that i think too much...not that i don't see the reason why i'm not thinking..i'm suppose to, but when you think too much about time and what to do for presentation slides....the contents and all the other shits... sometimes it gets too frustrating! especially when i havw-e trainings the day before. that lesson, it's freaking tiring!

the other thing is....i was an orientation group leader for my school's Freshemen Orientation Programme, School Of Hospitality! Oh yeah! It was damn fun can??! Like Oh My Jeyda! Hahhahaha! I had loads of funn. experience wise was damn good. i got to be the emcee for the event...leading the new batch of freshies the mass dance and cheers...super funn! to get the whole SOH family to listen to me...heheheh! that's not the main point here...basically, i got to contribute and make use of my capabilities an strengths to help SOH. unfortunately, we inly got 2nd placing! so unfair. we were supposed to win! seriously..no joke! but SHL won instead....damn boring sia...hemm... still...at least this year was better than the previous year's orientation programme! serious...

i made loads and loads of new friends! both OGLS and sime of the new year one students. one of them is probably marrianne and the other is feeza....:)) these are the two freshies that are actually communicating with me so far... the other freshies are like come and go...see me.."HEY SHEU! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" hahhaha! very typical...serious... no matter what..i twas great!

I also got to be the emcee with gopal for the JIVE welcome tea...another good experience...i was not prepared on that day of emcee-ing... i did not get the chance to look at the script and all... i was very tired on that day....furthermore, i got really nervous when the time got nearer! in the end, i was alright...:))

finally, i went to THE CAGE to play street soccer with all the soccer kakis...it was damn fun la...seriously! besides the other incidents that happened on that day, playing at the CAGE was like a gift....a gift to let us enjoy soccer for what it is....have fun...it's not all serious... i like their facilities... they got speakers, so we can blast our songs while we were playing! best arhh!

LIKE I SAID, MANY3 THINGS HAPPENED! i can't write out everything right?? for now, this is what i can afford to type....i'm so sleepy man,,,hemm...i want to sleep already! bobbye peeps! I shall consider updating more soon! for now, SLEEP!

shaabooyaa:)))

voguelicious...! love love!

2010-04-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

voguelicious. this is one of the new pictures of them. to me they are cool. super cool. but some people have something against them. well, that's their problem. what i know is, different people lead different lives. even though they are not like most of us, it uniqueness that is always being appreciated by people. you want to talk about it's wrong to be this and that, well, look at yourself. are you perfect? don't point fingers at people and tell them what to do. it's up to them, what they want to do. i'm sure they know what's right and what's wrong. :))

anyways, school is starting soon. yes, for all the republic polytechnic students only. whatever. i'm glad school's starting already! yay! meet new friends and learn new things altogether! woohoo! hehe!

starting from tomorrow till wednesday night, there will be freshman orientation programme! that means i have to be super duper awesomely hyper again! continuously for the freaking three days!!! arghh! goodluck to me! i think i'm going very noisy tomorrow and i'm going to have a great headache! more and more poeple will come this time! muahahhah! alright i got to go now....

shaaboooya!:DDD

so much for hoping.

2010-03-24T10:17:00.000-07:00

when i first saw my yearly GPA grade. I was like! OMG! FUCK, SHIT, IDIOT, MOTHERFUCK...all the possible swearing words came flashing into my mind. i'm like super disappointed with myself. i just thought that maybe, since the overall grades are good, the yearly grade would not be so bad. i wanted it to be at least higher then the previous semester's GPA! unfortunately, it didn't. i came out a little bit short. man...i'm really feeling like a piece of shit. lying on the concrete floor. still hot, like just came out fresh from the A hole. i can be swearing all night. even in my sleep! i could even have a nightmare about this disappointment that i have with myself.

this semester was tougher than the previous one, that's no doubt about that, but i don't think that's an excuse for me to blame it on how bad my results is. actually, it's not that bad bad...but you know, i got lower than my first semester's GPA! omg....that's the main thing that i'm totally upset with.

i got above average, but still i'm not satisfied. it's never good to be an average student. people will also treat you averagely. i don't want that. everyone wants to be treated extra special sometimes. especially after they have done a great job at the end of the day...

i guess, i have to work extra harder for year 2. coming this 15th april. fuck arhhh...

i also need to concentrate on one sport and one sport only. that means i have to quit one. which i really don't want that. tchoukball or soccer? but everybody should know the obvious..soccer of course! quit soccer and concentrate on tchoukball. HHHAA. can? oh well.

anyway, i really like the second picture i found. seems so cute!"i don't care what you want to say. i want to be a horse when i grow up!"HAHHAHA!

if only we can choose what we want to be when we grow up, but nothing so nonsensical as a horse of course!

got to go now. half and hour to 2am. need some rest! tomorrow, is the officially last day for coaching at corperation primary and tchoukball bbq. i'm actually lazy to go there after work, but for my friends....tchoukball friends, why not.

will write in soon

shaabooya!

:))

manchester united! yay! yeah!

2010-03-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

so, manchester united won 2-1 against liverpool! i'm so bloody excited and freaking happy that we won! really cannot help it to spread the news everywhere! from FB to Twitter. Really cracks me up. I even commented on other people's status; regarding manchester united's win. either from manchester united's lovers or haters. park ji sung was really great! i know for sure that those soccer players whose jersey number is 13, is so damn proud of having the same number as park js. especially teo ewen! hahhaha! whatever it is, i just wish all the other football clubs better luck next time. keep on playing! work hard as a team and grow; bring glory to your own clubs!

up there is my FB status thread. see all the hot comments about manchester united. really cool. hahha!

for now i just want to say, "MAN WHO?? MAN U!!!" woohoooooo!! MANCHESTER UNITED ALL THE WAY!

shaabooya:))

skins season 4 episode naomi!

2010-03-20T14:29:00.000-07:00

alright, now is like 5.39am! i have not sleep since i came back from meeting yatt, sam and jeyda after their afternoon session at tampines safra. i did mine in the morning and it was freaking raining! plus, it was damn freaking cold! so whatever, i really had a long day yesterday!

about skins, i have been watching it from season one, till now; season four! i think that the new cast is much more cooler! love the different characters! got the whole skins cast picture right at the very top. followed by freddie; his my ultimate male favourite. then there is cook; the cocked up guy, all he ever thinks is shagging and splif! two most favourite word that will come up to his mind, all the time! followed by emily; the cutest female actress in the cast and she's my favourite, not effy!HAHA! then, last but not least, naomi; the sophisticated and stylish actress in skins! i like her a lot too.

so far, freddie's dead, by the looks of it. after he went to a psychopathic doctor's house to confront him. he ended up being bashed up with a freaking baseball bat! so, cook decided to follow this psychopathic doctor when he saw him sneaking around freddie's shed. cook saw freddie's shirt covered in blood and all in a plastic wrap. that confirms that freddie is officially dead! i don't want that to happen. man............cook made a lot of noise in the room that he went in from and so the psychopathic doctor came in, probably he's going to kill cook too. but, i think that cook can beat the hell out of the doctor! he's cook alright!! nothing can stop him! nothing! i hope the doctor dies in the end! need to wait for the next episode!!!

but the most excellent part in this episode was about emily and naomi getting back together again! naomi apologized to emily in front of everyone in the shed. she explained why she did all the stupid stuff that she shouldn't have done three months ago. it's such a relieve to see them back together again. emily was very much in pain after she found out that naomi slept with another girl. then emily wants to get back to naomi, by hanging out with this indian girl name mandy? whoever she is, she's not cool! nah-arh! she's just too big for emily and i don't think that emily likes mandy even! hemmm! okay, whatever it is, it's all gone. and yes, this is a weird relationship. emily and naomi is a lesbian couple! but they look sweet together. i know this sounds wrong, but wait till you watch the episodes yourself! minus, all the stuff that they do in the room. wait, season three they did it outdoors. okay enough, minus off the stuff they "did it". they are great together.:) love them both! but it doesn't make me a lesbian too. HHAHAH! just to confirm with you guys!

for now, i think my mind needs a rest! it's calling for sleep time!! i'm very darn excited about the soccer chalet that is coming up in two weeks time! can't wait!:DD

till then, shaabooya!

woooooooooooo!hoooooooooooo!

2010-03-16T06:37:00.001-07:00

when i first this picture in a friend's profile in FB, my first ever expression was shock...got excited then, lauged all the way. this picture really cracks me up. don't get me wrong, as much as they are"they"and i don't really favour "them", i really like them! they are superb dancers, very talented. especially izzy(far left)! my favourite ever. also, my friend, vee(the one in green)!! they are all great! i miss dancing with vee! he's a great choreographer. i like the womanizer choreo! nice nice! hope to get a chance to dance with him again!

till now...keep going voguelicious! mua love y'all!!!!!!!!!!

shaabooya!

how now?

2010-03-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

alright, now that the soccer chalet is confirmed. it's about collecting the money and settling about the food. i guess that probably we should rather cook our own food, because it's going to be cheaper that way. now, i'm still thinking what can we cook there. i had this few in mind..for breakfast and lunch. breakfast, i was thinking probably the normal all american breakfast.. the first picture. it looks, delicious..like wow!

then, as for lunch, probably some club sandwiches. it looks nice..with orange juice or something..umm..for dinner, i suppose, spagetthi? or maggee the very least. then, comes the bbq. for the second day....i have some ideas what we can have for the second day...

the problem is, the number of people who are coming. i need to confirm with them and set the budget. so far, the numer of peoplewho are confirm going for the chalet are only enough to cover the chalet rent cost! it's either increase the contribution money or invite more people! soccer people or not...just invite them..

let's just see how...shaabooya!!!!!!!!!!

soccer coaching

2010-03-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

what i learn from a view of an assistant coach, it's not easy to be a coach. takes alot to be heard and respected. when you have alot of kids to handle, it's even harder. today, as usual, i helped assist arif with the previous kids we handled on thursday. 43 in total. the largest group of all.
very hard to make them listen to us, but they did better though. their performance was really good,quite impress with them.

eventhough we were initially kind of reluctant to coach them, but in the end, we just gave it another shot and it was alright. not that bad overall.

i still remembered about the christmas carnival that RPWST did the last December. it was fun. the first time i really did coaching.

however, now i am working under FIRST KICK ACADEMY coaching, as assistant coach. usually work during the weekends. it's just that now, we are doing a primary school project, coaching primary 3 and 4 kids at a school in jurong, corperation primary. i kind of find it great. with the kids. they really can be devils.but they are kids. kids are kids.

my weekends are full now. saturdays are off bounds for outings and other stuff. so, friends, be aware! sorry. i'm working now.

next next week, arif said he wants me to takeover as coach, try it out. i was like,"umm...no!i don't know. maybe i can try?"HAHAHAHA! coach the 43 kids? i want to give it a try. see if i can get their attention. HHAHA! i think i'm going to buy a real metal whistle for myself. :)

for now, since i'm already working, i want to save up, to go to Bangkok! anyone want to follow? or that trip to Cambodia or Bali with soccer girls? umm...see how. i need to concentrate in saving now. i want to get away from Singapore.breathe new air!

for now, i want to log off. i am going to have a busy day tomorrow! going for a triathalon: running, playing soccer and swimming!!! woohoo! crazy day tomorrow! hee!

shaabooya!:))

make-up and loads of them!

2010-03-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

never in my life did i put loads of make up on my face. only today, that i started doing it, because i had a make up workshop that i had to attend at 8.30am to 12.30noon! 4 freakish hours of learning about body shop and the how to apply make up on my face.

yes, body shop! all their products are amazing...when i sat at the table with 2 of my classmates, i saw loads of them. from liquid eyeliner, to concealer, to mascara..to lip liner, lip gloss any many many more. we got door gifts! and brushes! miniature ones..but at least they are from bodyshop! HAHHA! damn cool!

as soon as the hands on started, i was so excited!! our make up stylist, Na'emah was super great! she's funn and bubbly. she gave us all good tips! i just adore her! she's very good! since we are already people who knew how to apply make up..she said, we are already experts and she just have to chill and let us have funn with the make up...HAHHA! it was cool! seriously!

i used 4 colours on my eyes for the eye shadows! super nice...a mixture of white as the base, gold, dark brown and more white...I WAS GOING FOR THE BEYONCE' LOOK! HAHHA! since when did i get that tan? HAHHA! since the outing to sentosa of course..HAHA..but it's okay..i got good tips.

some girls wrote down notes for whatever! HAHA! you don't have to actually know the steps to put on make up..if you're a girl, if should come naturally..HAHAH! naturally. it just did for me. when i first started putting on make up at the age of...i don't know..umm.. 16 or 17? that late, because, i don't want to look old. i heard from people that, when we put on make too much, we tend to look older..well, i just heard it from my mum! HAHAH! some people she is to me...HAHA!

anyways, the founder of body shop, ANITA RODDICK , is just a great person..OKAY..was...she passed away in 2007..if i'm not wrong. she implies on community trait for her company with people in South Africa, that's where the manula oil, which is in the make up products comes from. she created jobs for people there, so that they can afford education and for other stuff.

body shop also emphasizes on saving the earth, against hiv-aids...and beauty of course. super good. mind blasting stuff...

after all that, maybe one day, i want to buy their make up products. for school or anything..maybe..it's just too expensive for me. if i can get a stable job woth first kick, maybe, then i can afford. $30 per session or hour till then! woohoo!

till then, shaabooya!

poppeye's chicken!!!!!!killer!

2010-03-01T07:14:00.001-08:00

after some of us girls went to visit huda at NUH, which she seems better, just no appetite to eat and all; we went out to eat at far east. saw some familiar faces there. especially the SMU girl that scolded nina, "stupid bitch!"...fuck her. to all the university people. doesn't mean you are a level higher than us, doesn't mean what you say and do is always correct. that ass-bitchy bitch can't take a little pressure from nina, i suppose. face it. you guys didn't get to beat us.

anyways, around evening, we went to poppeye's chicken to get some fries and a drink that we shared aming each other. it was not so, what i might say satisfying. i still prefer mac's fries. best fries ever! hahaha! i want to eat at poppeye's like seriously....the chicken! mother.........i want them please! HHAAH

now my mum is frying chicken, similar to poppeye's, but it much more special. they are TLC chicken wings from mum! HAHA! nicer! but i still want poppeye's! craving for it for so long already!

anyways, next week, i'll probably go and visit huda again with some of the other soccer girls. probably get her something by then. food? fruits? anything to help her recovery? will think about it later!! till now, i want to wait for mum's chicken! hungry man!

takecare huda! love ya! take care man! have a speedy recovery! hope to grind with you soon! hahahha!:))

shaabooya!

we shall be there with you.

2010-02-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

have you ever feel like sometimes love really makes you feel hurt and useless. all you could ever want is love? all kinds of love, not just a bf/gf relationship. but when it gets back at you, you just feel devastated. you just want to live a carefree life now, just because you got hurt along the way in the road of love. is it because you want to show to that person who hurt you that you don't care about him/her anymore and you are out to live your own life, but in your heart, you still need that person and want that person to be with you right now. however, that person can't be there for you now or ever.

i have came across people who fucked up their lives because of this thing call love. fuck it. so what if that person vanished out of your life and leave you there, hanging helplessly, like so suddenly? face it. they won't care about you anymore, maybe after something bad that might happen to you, then that person will maybe look you up. but do you want him/her to care about you out of gulit? because he/she knows that you got into this state that because he/she walked out of your life. or do want him.her to look you up merely because he/she really cares about you?

a human heart is really fragile. anything tragic or even a small scar can leave one hanging and wondering. "was it me? did i do anythng wrong?" it's hard to mend a heart. people think they are doing the right thing, in order to heal from a love dillemma. but are they doing the right thing? only one who are in that situation decides.

but when it went worser that it should be, there's no point in regretting. before you do something, you should have think. about yourself, about your loved ones. about us. we care about you. i don't know what's running up your mind till then, but i think i feel what i think you are feeling. i know it's not your fault, but it's your responsibility to take good care of yourself.

when i heard, i was speechless, devastated. doesn't mean we are not talking to each other as much, that i don't care. i didn't know it was this bad. i can't bear to see you in pain. i have nothing much to say. i don't know who to be angry with, why this happen to you and not those who deserve it much more?

all i know is, the rest of us will give you the motivation you need. build up your strenght. to be up on your feet and as healthy as a horse once again! you can count on us.

first day as a coach

2010-02-20T08:14:00.001-08:00

day one, as a coach, was not that bad. there are great kids and there are bad ones. as in their attitude! not the way they play. but there were two boys that are good. they are fast! dawn and justin! then there is this small malay kid! the smallest! rahimim! so bloody adorable! OMG! so cute man! i always go to him and motivate him and stroke his head and high-five him! hhahhaha!bloody cute! he is as tall as my knee! hahhahhahha! i will take picture with him the next time i see him! hahhaha! after coaching the kids under 6, arif and me went to join in the kids under 12's training session. we playede with them! and i almost tripped! HAHHHA! but it was funn! other than that, working with arif was okay...we can work together. i just hope jannah's noy jealous! HAHHAHA! he's jannah's boyfriend...hhahaha!

anyways, after coaching, waited for the 2 smelly asses, jeyda and sam. at first i planned to eat at yishun, but sam said it was too far...so i suggested changi airport, for poppeye's and they took me seriously! we finally decided to eat at geylang! yes! geylang!!! but geylang was not bad... love those fried bananas! super delicious!!

i shared a story about a china guy digging his nose in front of me...and he ate his own booger! CB! then, he kept on bitting on it at the edge of his teeth! like kuachi! sam and jeyda laughed their asses off when i told them about it! but seriously! damn gross!

anyways, that's all for now...don't have anything else to say...shaabooyaa!

:))

these boots are meant for soccer! that's just what they'll do!

2010-02-19T08:54:00.001-08:00

this morning after Jannah, Wana and me sent our laptops to it-helpdesk to upgrade them to Windows 7...we went to queensway to look for something...Nina, Nicole, Norlyn and Jeyda were late! we agreed to meet at 1, but they came way later after that! whatever to that! the important thing was that, since Jannah, Wana and me reached first...we went to survey soccer boots and tights with soccer socks for Wana.... there was this one particular shop there...i saw an adidas boots..that really attracted me and Wana...it was something like the one above, but the above one is better...because it has blades...while the one we saw was with studds. super duper nice! i think i need new boots, other than new shoes and clothes. the best thing about this boots is that, it's pointed. many people said it helps if your boots are pointed, because it helps you to kick BETTER! ummm....cool shit!

and i know that somebody promised to buy me boots for my birthday..should i wait till then? or should i just buy them myself? i think i should wait! HAHHAHA! ummm, so if YOU are reading this...you know who you are....Hahahha... this is the kind of boots that i would love to have!

anyways, training today, was like super tiring...did alot of running...control...jumping...kicking! i kicked till my leg can't kick...super tired! i can;t even simply kick properly during the kick in the penalty box! super frustrating!!argh! my mind was like..."hopeless!"..nevertheless, i must never give up that easily man! POL-ITE 2010!! Must aim 1st! Hell yeah! shall keep on fighting! that's all for now! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Shaabooya!

:))))

i was kidnapped

2010-02-16T06:05:00.001-08:00

AUNT: main kidnapper

yes! i was kidnapped. but not literally. i went to AUNT's house yesterday afternoon for a family gathering cum prayers for my late grandmother. after eating and watching movies with all my family members. the night popped up like so fast. i wanted to go home while it's still early, but i was too preoccupied with movies and all, together with the food and stuff. argh! can't resist. my aunt kept on asking me to eat! she's freaking crazy. when i was about to say, "umm...aunty i wanna go home now.."

she called me to sit at their couch, to talk to her and stuff. she asked me about school, and the time dragged. i can't simply say no and go home right? as a good niece, i sat at their coach and talked to her about whatever stuff. mainly about school. then my other uncle and aunt came back to take their children, and so they came in and talked even more. the time dragged.....yet again. my other aunt wanted to offer me to take the ride home. i was readily agreeing to her. but my AUNT, insisted i slept over her house because it's late and all. i resisted. i didn't want stay.

my AUNT talked me into sleeping over, she was trying really hard. even after my other uncle and aunt went home with their kids and she told her husband to lock the door and stuff. she sat beside and me, trying to hold me down. she was also trying to bribe me with food. ask her children to get me drinks, while i was still held down. she offered me to go have breakfast the next morning at geylang and then she will send me home....WAAAAAAA...she also talked about her sister who got possessed while she was walking up the stairs to go home LATE AT NIGHT. like whatever! hahahha!

AUNT said, "if that was a someone, you can fight him or her off, but what if it's something else? how are you going to deal with it?"

i replied,"it's okay, if it's something else...i can just go to it and pull it's hair off..!" (while doing the enactments)

AUNT replied back," ohhh...talk big!"

i replied back yet again,"hanye Allah saje je la yang tahu...(only God knows, what i'm going through...)"HAHAHHAH

she looked at me and said,"ummm...alim anak sedare aku...(ummm...what a saint my niece is..)"(ironically)

i just laughed...she even asked me to call my mum, so she can talk to her and asked if i can sleep over her house! suprisingly my mum agreed! omg mum! how could you! HAHHA...finally, i just had to sleep over at my aunt's place!

the next morning, which was earlier today, we didn't exactly go have breakfast at geylang...but that was a whole different story now...HAHAHHA...i would love to tell you guys what happened in geylang...HAHHA...loads happened! interesting ones..i didn't know my day would be this interesting!but i would be like spend my entire night talking about this wouldn't i? enough for now. i have to think. i need to. for something! ouhh..SECRET for now. soon. i will upload all the pictures when it happen! Shaabooya!:))

out of randomness

2010-02-07T23:16:00.000-08:00

i don't know why i post these pictures in my blog. they are totally random. i just feel the first picture is cool. the second is also equally cool too. then the last one is just out of fun. i want to visit the club soon. soon. with someone who is as crazeeee as me. probably shasha? she said she wants to go clubbing with me, but who knows? maybe go with the other soccer girls too! anyways, we plan to go after ut 3. can't wait though, but i don't know which club to go. i heard about zirca, supperclub, st.james and wavehouse, but i don't know man...hahha! i can't imagine i'm talking about it. i'm just going to there to dance! dance crazeelyyyy! like really crazeelyy! go wild. but i'm kind of scared to go. that's probably why i didn't go when my cousin ask me to go with her to zirca. but i heard the music there is good.

i think when the time comes, then i will know. i just want to experience it. if it goes well and i enjoy it, which is probably a "YES!", i'm going to go there!again!hahha! right now, i'm just sitting down..i want to start studying for cognitive and math....going to have them on tomorrow and wednesday. after that a break on thursday and then last ut, marketing on friday! yay! can't wait man!!!

anyways, yesterday some soccer girls, with zul and his friend, David and me..went to sentosa to play beach soccer. we also played dogdeball and volleyball!! games with balls! so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhaha! i was funn. very funny also. eh! not to forget we played takraw. the funny thing about it, we used out hands to play takraw too! hahha! it was damn funny! we also came up with names for our teams. i remebered mine was team anjing(dog)..funny! with me were shasha and david! it was damn funn! we had a winning streak...but it was broken after zul, yatt and i forgot who...i think it was, ill or ili...played..i can't really recall..their name was kampong...something! ahahha! but it was funny!i enjoyed it!:)

we should do it annually! yay!!but next time, we should do it before of after ut 3! so that many of us can make it next time! for now, goodluck to all for your ut 3s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all the very best! see you guys around!!:))

shaabooya!

argh! idiot!

2010-02-02T07:37:00.001-08:00

sometimes i just hate digital media! msn and all the other stuff! sometimes you can't really know what the person is talking to you about and how their real emotions and feelings are. i just had this experience and it sucks. i think you know who you are. if you're reading this, i just want you to know that you should not just assume anything before you know the real situation. you called me this and that, and assume i'm angry and i can't take a joke? i'm just like stunt when i reopened the conversation. then you signed off just like that?? i didn't even get a chance to reply and make things clear for us. i was busy. there's a reason why i put my status,"busy". i just feel like it's ridiculous. simply irritating at the same time. i don't like this. never liked it. should really think of other people's feelings and situation before you comment. i apologize if what i said was unfair to you, but i just want to get this off my chest.

shaabooya.

PRICE treatment for those who are having knee injuries.

2010-01-27T21:45:00.000-08:00

Protection. Protect your injury

from further harm.

Rest.Rest the injury for the

first two to three days, then

reintroduce movement so you

don't lose too much muscle

strength.

Ice. Apply a cold compress

such as ice or a bag of frozen

peas wrapped in a towel to

help

reduce swelling and bruising.

Don't apply ice directly to your

skin as it can damage your skin.

Compression. Compress the

joint by bandaging it to support

the injury and help decrease

swelling.

Elevation. Elevate your knee

by resting it above the level of

your heart and keep it

supported.

i'm going to use this treatment.see how it goes. wednesday match is against Middle Rangers. have to be ready by then.another moment to learn.live and love soccer.

:)shaabooya!

mistakes. time to learn.

2010-01-27T18:35:00.000-08:00

last night was probably the worst night ever. i got too preoccupied with my first mistake when i stepped in the field to play the second half. i never get too stressed up when playing soccer before. now i just realized that i do. playing right back for yet another game against Sengkang Punggol was very suffering this time. my mind was not completely where it should be. i thought i could shake off the sleepiness and tiredness that i was experiencing before the game, as soon as i started running. but no, i got more lethargic; half way through the second half. i can't really breath properly, my lungs were burning.

but that didn't stop me playing. the shitty thing about it was, i could have slided the striker when i had the chance to. she was like just in front of me. but in my mind, i didn't want to risk the chance of giving up a penalty if i was to tackle the her legs. i hesitated, when i was so close to stop her. but the ball went in. i was so damn irritated. i wasn't ready. i was shouted at for not sliding when i know i should have. that was the moment for me to wake up and start doing my job. but i was so preoccupied. i was scared. i was not playing my best.

i feel like i run more than i tackle. i was defending more than i should, but i didn't put up with it well. i wasn't looking at the ball. i committed. that was the wrong thing to do. i was disappointed. as soon the referee blew the whistle to call for the end of the second half, i was more disappointed with myself. i didn't get the chance to read the game and do my job accordingly. but nevertheless, i don't think i could, because my mind was at the state of hopeless.

i was substitute by another defender, and was told to rest. i didn't sit by the sideline straight away, because i was so disappointed with myself. i went to take a long sip at the water cooler to clear my mind, but it didn't work. so i just stood and try to see how the game should be played.

soon after, i was called by coach to play right midfield. my original position. that was not so fascinating, even though i finally got to play my position again. i almost scored, but fail to put the ball in the net. another disappointment. if not, i could have won back the lost i did earlier in the game. but i didn't. saddening. another part was when i won the ball from the opponent's defender, and i only had to tap the ball to our striker, but i lost it as soon as i turned. i shouted at myself.3rd disappointment of the night. there were chains of other disappointments during the game, i was really torn by it.

this calls for the time to learn. i was told that i shouldn't just evaluate, but also learn from it. think of ways of how i can improve. i can really think of many things on how i can improve. really need to change my style. for now, i have to go.

shaabooya.(went to school with an injured knee, it was terrible!)

kick start?

2010-01-23T06:56:00.000-08:00

i went for the kick start soccer briefing with yi wen and her friend, jannah, jeyda and sam. saw the small kids trained. it was very cute. still have the soccer clinic for the kids at admiralty care corner event running fresh in my mind.i'm kind of interested in coaching the kids, furthermore, i will get paid for it!that's good enough, because in the semester to come, i'm really needing the money!

after the briefing, we went to buy drinks and bubble teas together, not far from the place we got briefed. the drinks there are so cheap! maybe when we start working already, then we can all go there to get drinks!!woohoo!cool!

went to long john's to eat after that. thanks to jeyda and jannah for buying a meal for me! mum didn't left me any money for today!how sad! arghh!i'll pay you guys back!then, we had a talk. soccer talks mainly. talking about the team, with and without the seniors. how will the team be like after the seniors leave and stuff.the current team and players. i just love talking about soccer! i helps me evaluate and focus on what i have to improve on. every time i went out with jannah, we always talk about soccer. soccer this, soccer that! cannot stop thinking about it!i'm learning about soccer, living it and loving every second of it!

but there's still this something that is running in my mind. i have made my mind not to stop it. but then, when i think of it again, it feels very hard. on the way home, in the train, i keep on thinking about it. should i?should i not? there's many things i have to consider when making this decision. i have been thinking about others all this while.i have never say no to anyone before when they asked me to do something, however, i feel that there is a need to think of myself now! i have to make the real decision as soon as possible. i know that my decision may hurt someone along the way, but what about me? will u guys understand how i feel? how sick i got when i have not enough energy to even wake up? my ups and downs?

you can wonder why i still have energy to be so crazy in the morning? how i can dance all the time? why am i too hyper? well, it's not what i eat or drink..it's my inner strength that drives me each day. i can still smile even though there is something running while in my mind. i can still make people laugh when they are feeling low, even though i'm the one who needs the laughter to cheer me up the most. bccause you guys are what i have. the reason why i live. my friends.i don't like to bring my friends down.

thank you to those who understands me.for now, i have to think of what i should do now. i have to talk to you. i have to make my decision.i hope when i do make it, you guys will understand.i have to do it. next semester will be even busier!:S

shaabooya!

what's up there???

2010-01-19T20:02:00.000-08:00

so...what's up for me in the coming semester ahead? i have made my decision not to leave..for some particular reason. i told myself to give it another try, because of the people around me and what we have been through all this while. although we have not been together as one, i still miss being with them and doing what we do best. i'll shall go and have another go soon.

as for the next upcoming semester..there's many things that i have to do. 5 straight days of school. no day off! whatever! also, 3 days of cooperate wear! formal! OMG! no! lazy! but..this means..SHOPPING! more clothes to buy for next semester! i'll probably ask for vouchers from Wenny! G2000! i'm going to get a blazer!!yay!! imagine me wearing one! wow! very, serious looking! i'm not serious! am i?? haha! maybe when i'm working, i am? i don't know. people said i'm just too hardworking! of course!! hahaha! i want to go NTU! of course! haha! but NTU, no hospitality course! see how! still have SIM and SMU....hahahha! still a long time to go!haha!

next semester have to be even more hardworking. even more harder modules to study on. super crazee! but, i'm still looking forward to year 2! that means i am going to another level of tertiary education!!woohoo!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haahhaa! happy or what! if!if! if...i have to repeat a module or two...then, should be a bad thing, to go for year 4!alamak! CMI!hopefully i don't repeat any modules at all! so! work hard man!!! hahaha!

i got to go now...going down to accompany Mira to go buy drink! Shaabooya!

cry me an ocean!

2010-01-15T09:32:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just feel like crying just thinking about it. how should i approach this problem? shall i go to her and just tell her my decision?? but i don't know whether i really.really want to do it or not! if i do it, will it change how they treat me as before. sometimes i think to myself, why do i always do my best in every single thing that i do till people really,really like me and depend on me?? i'm not trying to be full of myself here, but..seriously. only if i'm not always keen and fast at learning..this would not be a problem. i don't know what else to say!!

the other thing is that, i forgot how i stumbled upon "this". she asked me to participate it, and so i did. she asked me to go for sessions, i did went! we accomplished something for our participation, and i was damn happy.

this thing brought my spirits up! it shows that i can achieve anything as long as i am willing to learn and do as well as i can! when the other one is really giving me a hard time, this thing help me distress. it shows me that i am very useful and i got a form of reward for it!

i'm still thinking!!! what shall i do??!!for now...those who gets this; leave me a tag! i want to sleep now!!so damn tired!shaabooya!

fucking doctor!

2010-01-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

first of all, today, when i woke up in the morning; my migraine was still there. so i decided, a trip to the doctor's it is! planned to meet zahidah at chinese gardens, to go to Jurong polyclinic and then, we plan to go take her laptop at the Acer building; where ever it is. the trip to consult a fucking doctor was such a waste of time! that fucking doctor don't know how to fucking treat a patient! cb! he's probably new! when i went in, he asked my name and then asked me what was wrong with me. when i told him, one by one about my illness. he said,"anything else?" for EACH ,and every thing that i said. like:

me," migraine"

doctor,"anything else?"

me,"i have a lump on my neck."

doctor,"anything else?"

CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!fucking doctor!kanina!

i've never been this fucking angry before!

that's not the most fucking ridiculous part yet. next came the examining part!waaaaaaaa! more fucking idiotic. he came up to me to check on the lump, and he went pressing! press!press!press!

CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!pain!!!fucker! then, i told him i also have some lumps on my head,i don't know why! but yeah..he pressed the area where the migraine started! wrong area! i scream! not that loud..but yeah, VERY PAINFUL!

after that he gave me a 1 fucking day mc.

me,"is that all?"

doctor,"ya."

and so i left the room..felt so...surreal! everything went so fast! it came and it went! not to forget, he gave me panadol and cough syrup! i can get that like almost anywhere!!CB! waste time and money!

but now, i guess u feel better! not because of the medicines he gave me. but probably because of the ice treatment i gave myself last night. i iced my head and the aching areas on my neck..i felt better after that..then, went to sleep right after! slept like a baby man! so people, who's suffering from migraine..go try! hahah! shaabooya!

having a bad day!

2010-01-10T20:12:00.000-08:00

i'm in great pain...having migraine and a super stomachache man...what in the world is happening to my body?? i'm feeling really, really bad.. i'll rather die then suffer this pain that i really cannot bare! argh! hopefully it goes away! far far away!!..............

HAAAPPPPPPPEEEE NEWWW YEEEARR!!

2010-01-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

new year's eve was great funn! i made new friends like Yong Jia and Ben.very friendly people..the first thing we did was rent a bike, went to the very far end of ECP and went to watch fireworks. it was near the Singapore flyer..it was kind of short. i think it's because of the recession! we know who to blame! hahahha! anyways, most of the funn was during the night, and the early morning of 2010!we saw a drunken guy and he was very..very...uncontrollable! but, luckily nothing bad happened to him. i think.

then, after we got tired of doing crazy stuff, we lied around and shared experiences together. ghost stories mainly! it was funn! Zul's ghost stories was the most interesting! i enjoyed them.alot! we wanted for the Sun to rise...talk nonsense and stuff! as soon as the sun rises, we did morning "exercises"...danceed we some random white guy wearing a Christmas hat..hahahah!

after that, than we cycled to bedok jetty to look at people fishing and took some pictures.cycled back after that, with our eyes, which can barely be opened and painful butts! sorry zahidah, i didn't really help you cycle the double bikes..but, you never really let me! hahhaha! but really sorry! thanks for cycling me to and fro at ECP! hahahhaha!

the time passed very fast...i really didn't want to go home! maybe go home to sleep for a couple of hours,eat and bathe, then, continue the fun journey together with the lot! hahaha! 2009 was quite rough, but the last few moments of it with these people was most memorable..and did i mentioned FUNN??! seriously! i want to relive it if i can! hahaha! but i'm sure there is more experiences like this to come in the year 2010!

i hope for great happiness for all my friends and loved ones...and may all have a better and great year ahead! wooohooo! shaabooyaa!

not now! i'm busy!

2009-12-29T11:50:00.000-08:00

even though it's like effing 3.52 am in the morning and i have to get up early tomorrow, because i have a study session with Jannah at 12; i'm still alive on my lappy writing in this post. i was real busy today. got loads to do. today was the SOG OH dance meet up. we're suppose to dance, with Raychel, our choreographer. she taught us a couple of things then had to leave early. damn sad, because, she left me to do the rest of the choreography for the crew! like i wasn't ready for it!! like seriously. why? of all people? me? no!!!! my intention was only to dance and have fun, but Raychel gave me another responsibility! like OMG!! whatever it was, i already took the role as "choreographer" and had led the team to 2 dance item. the steps are quite good, but it takes time, because most dancers are immatures.so step by step it is! with me; sick, things just have to move on man! i'm doing this for the passion for dancing and for my friend; Jeremy! hahaha!this is for you man! haha!

alot has happened ever since the last post. i went to Singapore Idol with my secondary school friends...was funn! damn! but was sick! so... wasn't really enjoying myself. it was a trip that i didn't get to really scream! i love screaming and going crazee! but! i was really down man! yeah!yeah..yeah...Sezairi won. i thought that Sylvia would win, but winner and popular ones are always the winners.i don't know man.

last Monday was quite a day...didn't go for the SOH OH meeting and went out with the class instead. we wanted to watch a movie, but the timing sucks! then we went to the arcade to play the racing game..whatever the name is, because i seldom go to an arcade! it was the most badluck ever moment of going into a effing arcade! someone stole Sam's bag! ya! my Samantha Sarah Tham! her new, quite new, ipod touch was in there. her wallet full of posb card, 2 newly bought-movie-going-to-see-with-boyfriend-at-7-Sherlock Holmes tickets and a jacket that cost over a hundred bucks was "poof!"...gone! we went to make a police report...poor Sam was crying about it, not really cried, but sad..i knoe how it feels...lost a couple of times...just the wallet, but it still hurts. got me sick once! haiii...what a bad day it was!no matter what sam, if i saw the group of people again, i'll grab their grapes off for you man! no worries! hahhaaha

tomorrow, i'm going to meet Jannah to study first at 12, then go for soccer training at 5.15.i need to sleep now. i'll b writing in soon! shaabooyaa!

tiredman!

2009-12-24T09:10:00.000-08:00

Today, tchoukball(tb) was damn tiring. People are not putting their best into today's training at all. Maybe quite a bit, but still, because of one small drop of poison, the whole glass of drink was affected. Had to do lots of sky passes and tuck jumps for not reaching the 30 consecutive passes! That sucks! Once, i got really pissed off, I punched the wooden wall with in the indoor basketball court. The black coloured one, with the team republic on it, along the height of the bball court grid. If i punched the real wooden wall, I think my knuckles would all be gone! I was too tired! Even when I gave the team motivation, still it was so f=hard for the entire team to concentrate and get the 30 consecutive passes done! Only after like 500 passes, that was what Coach Bee said, that we finally got the passes done and over with.Finally! I was the first one that was damn happy!

After training, most of the girls and some of the boys went to Pastamania to eat. The food was nice. We celebrated Coach Bee's birthday. She was shocked that we got her the,"Best Coach" medal. Her reaction was really classic. Caught everything on video. Hahhaa! It is now posted in FB. She is indeed a great coach. She did tuck jumps with us! Tell me which coach does that? None??Woah! Real cool!

After that, Coach gave us a lift to near Kallang area, so, XX,Hui Ping, Inez, Lionel and me went to town to find another present for Coach Bee. It's for Christmas! Waaa! It was so damn tiring! After training from 9am..Then we still went town to go shopping for coach's present! Waa...So difficult to find her a present. we initially wanted to get her sandals, because she doesn't have one. RP do not allow the use of slippers, so, we wanted to buy her one! But, no size! Her feet are damn big! Cannot really find her size! WE end up eating more than we go shopping for her christmas present! We ended buying her the Apple earpiece! Waaa...we could have bought it in the first place, but, then sandals was out first priority! Unfortunately, that priority didn't met! Whatever! Finally we got her a present. Lots of things happened throughout the journey, to find Coach her christmas present..Mostly funny! Especially the last few! When we went pass a club with a transvestite in front of the entrance! Shhhee-hee got me excited! Hahha...Then, the singing of songs in different languages..Like whatever! Then, not to forget Lionel. Him; getting mad at two boys. He shouted,"Okay la!" He was so fierce, but he was damn funny la!

To Coach! Happeee Burfdae!To me; I want to sleep! Shaabooyaa!

Fuck!

2009-12-17T04:20:00.000-08:00

Fuck! I just did a long fucking post and there it went! Poof! Gone! FUCK!!!!

RPWST Chritmas Soccer Carnival

2009-12-17T03:16:00.000-08:00

WARNING: this post will be fucking long! I had to retype again! I'm fucking angry with myself for not saving the post every now and then! Argh! Must really practice this shit!

I just typed a long fucking post just now about what basically happened today!Now it's fucking gone! So now, I have to fucking type it all over again! Arghh! I'm damn tired! I guess I just have to put everthing in point form, so if it's gone again, I don't feel fucked up! Anyways, sorry for cursing too much! I just had a busy week. Tues: Overnight chalet stay at Costa Sands-No real sleep-Crazy night-24/7 fiesta-No shower- Wed:visit escape themepark till late afternnon. Then after that was soccer training on till nigh- went to eat at banquet-reached home quite late. Thurs(today): woke up early- soccer clinic-crazy kids-crazy mini soccer match-crazy dance video making. Let me start off with the soccer carnival..

SOCCER CARNIVAL 2009:

-was drizzling

-was a little shaky

-kids still hyper regardless rain or shine

-new kids joined the soccer carnival

-kick off, the kids were having fun

-Team 3 won

-Best female performer: Xue Min

-Best male performer: Hong Kit

-100 additional kids attended(Sal and me attended to them)

-Met cool kids and problematic kids

-Mat and Minah Rep siblings were cool, very obedient and very good in soccer

-A girl from one of the groups, whom i called captain was another cool kid! So cute! She was very cool!! She shouted,"Bye no. 20!"

-So happy that there's someone that appreciates me and it feels good to have someone adores you for who you are. Going to stick with the number 20 throughout my three years in soccer! Haha

-Group of all Indian boys, were fucking irritating and hopeless

-The Indian kids were the ones that ganged up on Jordan, and slapped him in the toilet

-The Indian kids were smoking in the toilet, Jordan saw them and wanted to tell his teacher

-Those Indian kids were such fucking morons!

-They even pointed middle fingers to us when they were in the bus!!!CB!!!

-Jordan was alright after that

-Went to see the kids off

=Just felt happy for the kids! Really hoped to see them at another events!!

AFTER SOCCER CARNIVAL ACTIVITIES:

-played soccer with some teammates

-my teammates: Lela,Jannah, Huda, Nicole and me.

-opponent team: Ewen, Diah, Wana, Farhana and Zahidah

-was really funn and funny

-especially Nicole! HAhahaha!

- my team won though! Haha

-after that did ALL THE SINGLE LADIES dance video with some crazy teammates on the field

-did SORRY SORRY dance video in the middle of the field

-ALL THE SINGLE LADIES AGAIN! in the toilet

-did a few more that the stands: the I WANT NOBODY2 BUT YOU song, LOVE IS GONE and a few more

=have a great time with my teammates today!!

There's many more to this actually. If you want to know more about this, then you can come find me and I'll tell you the whole story! It's just too crazy! Too crazy! Argh! I want to go fb-king now! Shaabooya!

adidas freak!

2009-12-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

Suppose to look for the picture of the Adidas bag that I bought yesterday.Then, I'm going to tell all about it in this post, but I didn't find it! I got a little carried away...Found some other Adidas merchandises. Especially the nice shoes! Like OMG! I think now, I prefer Adidas to Nike. You will see why...

First, the watches...

I like the coral blue one, because it's the same color as my new Adidas bag! Hhahaha! Super duper nice man! I think, soon I will buy that the watch! Maybe..

Then, the freaking shoes! As you guys can see at the top! Waaa! How can anyone, not want to buy those freaking shoes! I want them! Argh!! If only I have all the money in the world... Like seriously...

Anyways, yesterday..Nina, Zahidah and me went to Queensway to buy 10 small balls for the kids on the X'mas carnival on the 17th Dec. We bought the FIFA world cup 2010 balls, the greens ones..There are damn cute! Something like the one on top. I can't find the real one, so yeah...Later I'll take the real picture soon...

Queesway was such a heaven. Lots of new shops that can be found there. Zahidah has found her very own favourite shop that she wants to buy all the colorful shoes, bags and hats. Hahaha..The Miz! I remembered. The skater shop.

I didn't have a personal favourite, because all the shops there are so wonderful. Well, except for the printing and the medal making shops. Ahh! I found out there are medal making shops there! Cool! There were plenty...Now, Jannah don't need to search for the medal shops on the net. She found out that there are not many medal making shops in Singapore. Most of them are overseas..Hahaha! How silly..Hahaha! Jannah2! Not all medal making shops advertise their service on the net. Hahaha! Nevermind Jannah, I still appreciate your help and love ya! Hahha! Thank you!

Lots of discoveries were made. Thanks to Nina waking up late..Haha...Then I had to stroll around all alone. Hahaha! Kidding! I should be thanking you Nina! Hahaha! If not, i wouldn't buy the Adidas bag, I didn't now that there are medal making shops and many more! Hahaha! We should go to Queensway often! Soon! During the holidays! We shall go! Heee!

That's all for now! I've got to study for the UTs and do some other stuff? Hahaha! Shaabooya!

:))

luke pasqualino or taylor lautner?

2009-12-05T08:45:00.000-08:00

2 guys that I am eyeing right now. Taylor Lautner and Luke Pasqualino! Damn handsomeful guys. If there is such word as handsomeful, then I'll use it. Hahhaha! So damn cute! Taylor as, most of you guys know, is Jacob from the Twilight saga. As for Luke, he plays as Freddie in the Skins series, a British teen lifestyle show. It's quite interesting to watch. You guys should watch.

Anyways, this two guys are hot!!! Like seriously, it's killing me, whenever I see pictures of them!!! If you guys have korean freaks, I'm a...I don't know..Mexicanish..Red-indianish....freak!!Yeah! That's what it is, a, "I'M A MEXICANISH-RED-INDIANISH FREAK!" Hahahha! Man...I'm such a nonsense. I don't really know what they races are, but kind of look like mexicans and red- indians, but hot ones. Hahahha

Tall, hot bod, tan and cute! I go for them! Hahahha! If I see a guy like them one day, I will eat them up! Yum3! Hahhaha! Waa....Hemm! Man...I'm hungry now. I'm going to fix myself an early breakfast! Will post up more stories real soon! Shaabooya!

ja-ja-ja-ja-jacob!

2009-12-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

Yahoo! I had finally watched New Moon! Went to watched it with my secondary school friends. Fee+Apeet, Isra+Addy, Atikah, Syarinna and Syahirah. The movie was funn! Super duper!! Hahaha! The one person that I always get my eyes on was Jacob!!! Taylor Lautner! He's such a cutey pie and he has a hot bod! OMG! Seriously. If I have a BF like him, I think I won't let him off my sight. I will love looking at him and spending time with him. Hahhaha! Okay, stop it. Hee. I wish he was my BF. Hee. If he was actually standing in front of me right now, I cannot imagine what I will do. Probably, my knees will go weak! Hahahha! I will just give my signature smile and probably faint after that. Hahhaha! Arhhh...Taylor...Taylor... Hemm...That's it, I'm going to put his picture on my desktop background! Argh!!! Hahahha! Got to go Taylor picture hunting now! Okay, not really! By the way, the scene when he was sleeping...Cute! Hhahahha! Bye!!!SSShhhaaaabbboooyyyaaa!!!:))

heart beats fast!

2009-12-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

I want to share a short post about myself. I think i have a problem with my heart. I think it is a problem or it is just high blood pressure, I don't know man. I am feeling this overwhelming excitement feeling very frequently. As if I'm on a roller coaster or traveling down a very steep slope. Imagine that. But, it happens more frequently. Like a few minutes or seconds. It's irritating!! Even when I am calm right now, while typing this post, this feeling is overwhelming me. It's not painful, but I feel uneasy. I hope this feeling fades away soon. Sometimes, i cannot concentrate, but I try to put it out of my mind and do my work. Especially on Tuesday's Math and Friday's financial accounting lessons. Was very intense for FA, just now. There was loads to do with so little time, and with my condition, it's like making me more intenser! Argh. I think this shitass "excitement" might be due to excessive work and activities. Maybe. I want this to stop, before it stops me. Let's just wait for next week. If it still bothers me, then, I think I better consult a doctor. Shaabooya!!

i care less now!

2009-11-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

Whatever happens out there. I am not going to care about it. I'm just going to nod, sigh and say, "Oh well..." Not really don't care about it, but care less. That's the word...Care less. Why do I want to worry about it, when nobody else in this world care? So just forget about it and have a laugh at the end of the day. People just move on with their lives, even though there's something that's suppose to be done about it. People don't care about the littlest things anymore. They just want things to be easy and fast. Take the easy way out in life. Shit happens you know. That's life! You either clean that shit up or bring it along with you. One of my principle in life is doing my very best in everything that I do. Beat it sports, education, dance or even friendships. Just doing my very best. Don't try, just do! Shaabooya!

tired or what??

2009-11-25T23:47:00.000-08:00

It has been a long tiring week. So far...Plus all the other stuff adding up till today. Like interventions, trainings for tchoukball..umm...what else? I can't remember! What the hell...It was only last week! Damn! Now I got amnesia... Shitass! Anyways, now, I'm in class waiting for Jannah and Mary... I just and finally ate...After class ended, about what? 2.30? Sammie accompanied me to TRCC to buy spaghetti tomato with chicken and 100 plus! Umm...Ate like a zombie!!!Hahhaha!

Anyways, I want to share with you guys a story..Quite interesting and gross at the same time, but yeah...Read up..I think it was Tuesday..This Tuesday..Came to class early in the morning, quite hungry...Then I heard my friend brought sushis...When I heard of it...I went straight to her table and grab one...I asked her,"Can eat..?"Then she said,"Eh...you cannot eat.." She didn't tell me why, I was too hungry to wait for her answer..Hahah! So, I pop it in my mouth...I tastes, nice, like the normal sushis...Have a little salty2 taste to it..But then, another friend said to me, "Eh, don't eat again..Got pork.Babi..Babi..." I was like...OMG...Is he fucking serious??!!Arhhh! Then I said,"Serious ar...OMG!! But taste quite nice lehh!"..That was definitely a joke of course! I can't believe that I ate pig!!Eat babi! Nabehh!! At first I didn't of it that much, but after thinking about it...I felt like puking..Arghh!! Digusting...End of this story.

Another story...Well not really a story..But, it's part of life. Soccer trainings has officially resume from a month away from it. I don't really fell much of a difference for training to resume, because of the intervention where I have to run. Physically; I think my stamina is still okay. Yesterday only 13 of us, I think, turned up for training. The weather was scorching hot! I can't even see properly! Like really..The sunlight were in my eyes...Anyways, we didn't any running at all...Just drills! That's a fortunate...No running! Sooo good! Had funn actually during training, but seem kind of quiet. Don't really know why..Hemm.. Whatever it is, we are all tired from yesterday's training! The sit ups were a killer! I can't do sit ups as usual. The second set of 30 already, I stopped for a breather! Damn! Can I not be; that fit? Have to build up my stamina again catch up with the momentum. Loads of soccer events coming up soon, like the friendlies on next Wed. The soccer clinics for charity...etc...

I still have to do part of the proposal for entrepreneurship module...Must get it done by this week. Tchoukball friendly on Sunday.What else...Financial Accounting lesson today was very brief...Only a couple of things that needs to be done. Finished the PPT during at the start of second break and did nonsense stuff after that. Was kind of a breeze. Need to do some catch up on Math. Didn't really understand on the differentiation. What the hell...A.Math! Fuck that! But then to think of it, my grades are way important than my feelings! Shit! Hahah! Daily grades are doing well for me, only for the UTs that I suck at! Why??!!!Cannot leh! I need to study properly...Really jealous of all the people that can get GPA point of 3! Wtf! Have to buck up already!

Gosh, I've been cursing a lot these days. Should cut on that! Tape, wash my mouth with chlorox or sensored my mouth..Better still sew it! Arggh! I'm going to end this post with a new word, "shaabooya!"...That's how every post should ends! Shaabooya! Alright, goodbye people! Shaabooya!:))

Tchouk! Tchouk! Tchouk!.. Tchoukball....!!!

2009-11-15T02:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the tchoukball carnival...Plus the Pol-ite games...It was the first ever competition the RP Qiao Gu Qiu joined!! I was not at all excited at first, but when I played the game, I was a little bit nervous...I didn't play that well for the first two games I think...I wasn't able to catch the ball on time. "Flew" everywhere!!! But overall, I had funn indeed! Played against TP, ITE CE and NYP.

TP: Was as good as us. We lost against them before during the friendlies, but drawed against them yesterday! So, I guess it's an improvement for us. Now we are on the same par. However, I think we could have done better. Anyways, whatever, I'm still proud of my tchoukball girls! Good job! Good job!
NYP and ITE: Was not as good. NYP was okay....ITE, we thrashed them!!!Muahahha! 12-0. Yeah!! Thought that ITE is good, but yesterday shows it all.

I think RP Qiao Gu Qiu should aim to be better than TP. We can be better than them! I bet we can! I have to come regularly for trainings and all..Hahaha! Ahem...I know soccer girls are reading this, but, i won't forget about soccer.No worries!

Anyways, we got 2nd placing!!!!POL-ITE!!! Hell yeah! Something that I'm really proud of! The trophy will be in the briefing room...Won something for the school from RP tchoukball women's team first ever competition! Looking forward for the IVP games next year and the beach tchoukball competition!! Yay!!!

I miss my tchoukball teammates already! Hemm! I guess I'll see you guys soon for tchoukball trainings on Mondays or so? Love you guys all! Coach Bee, XX, Sam, Irene, Tracy, Dee, Qiao Fen, Qiao Yi, Inez, Sue and Rebecca! See you guys soon!Toodles!

wahlaoeh!

2009-11-11T16:21:00.001-08:00

I had tchoukball training just yesterday...Was happily training..Then, "Pamp!" The ball hit my thumb...Again! The injured thumb!!! I was in great pain. Almost cried, but didn't! That's what I told Illi! Hahaha! I went home with her yesterday night. She was working..Hahaha..That small little girl behing the OSG counter, so cute. Hahaha. Anyways, the tchoukball carnival is this Saturday! Here I am. Imjured! How to play ask you??!! Illi said to me, "Don't play oready la...Injured..Injured...Haiyo.." Easy for you to say...Muctskk!Hahahha! Zahidah said she's going to kill me this Friday because I injured my fingers...Like whatever! TY is still a Bitce Zahidah! Hahaha!

Additional good news!! RPWST is going to take part in the 7 a-side Ashway Competition! Yay!!! We are separated into 3 teams. The Relax Peeps, Rocking Peeps and Retarded Peeps! All start with R and P...RP! Cool right??! Hahaha! I know! My Rocking Peeps are: Me(Captain) Hahaha! Not needed!! Salasiah,Sam, Farah Yau, Huda, Rui Wei,Nicole and Mary!!! Cool rite??!! I mean rock rite?? Hahaha! But, to think of it again..We don't have a proper keeper! The relax team has Zahidah, while the retarded team has Farah Adillah...Not fair! Hmpph!! Nevermind! We already have a plan!! Hehehe! Watch out Relax peeps and Retarded Peeps! Because we are going to...ROCK YOU!!

I cannot wait for the competition to come! If...If! We win the 1st prize cash money, which is $1,200..We can go partay! Hahaha! Come on Rocking Peeps, we can do this! But, first, I have to take care of my thumb, nurse it and all. As the competition is on this Saturday. Hope that it will heal in time! Keep my focus and aim for the best! 1st place!!! RP Qiao Gu Qio(Tchoukball)! San Pu!!! Toodles!!

woah!!

2009-11-10T16:12:00.000-08:00

Alot has happened ever since I last wrote in. Seriously, a lot!

Let start is it off with the passing of Aj. He passed away on last Thursday due to an accident. Motorbike accident. He was such a kind- hearted and young boy, only at the age of 21. Yet, God has made the decision to bring him to the other side. Hope he soul rest in peace.

Tchoukball; I injured 3 of my other fingers during last Saturday's training. I was damn painful, but still I had to continue training. The Tchoukball carnival is coming this Saturday!!! We, RP Qiao Gu Qio Women's Team aim for first placing. I believe we can!! I know we will. All the hard work will pay off this Saturday! We'll see! Those who want to come and watch us play, can do so. It's starting at 9am and ends at 5pm. I know it is a Saturday morning and you guys want to catch up on your sleep, but your presence will be much appreciated! We cannot spell SUPPORT with the letter U!! We need you! :)

Moving; some of you guys may know about this and some of you guys don't. I'm moving! As in shifting to another house. In Lavender! Woah! Far or what??! What??! I know! But, what to do, have to do what I have to do. Just follow where life leads me. I'll be moving soon, around this week or so. Hopefully as soon as possible, because i want it to be over and done with! Too tired to be occupied by these things. Hmpph!

UTs; it's here! Lucky that Enterpreneurship and Marketing UTs are over. It was overall do-able! But, of course there might be some flaws in the answers, because I didn't really study that much. Haiii... Friday is the Math UT and guess what??! i have not even revise yet! Gosh! Procastination!! Damnn! I really have to push myself harder if I want that GPA point of 3 and above!!! Concentrate damn it!

Anyways, Math class is starting soon...The faci is looking at me. I have to go now! Toodles!

look and reflect!

2009-10-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

I know life's ain't easy, but you gotta live it regardless any situations! Life's full of experiences and can be a bitch at times! Just look at the picture above and reflect! ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!!
Be aggressive! B-E-aggressive!
:DD!

feels like a dead rose...

2009-10-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, when I really look back and wonder..Why is my life is really that bad? I look back at what my life was like in the past.. When i was young. Nothing could hurt me. I was a normal kid. Small and innocent. Which I still am...Haha.. All that was in my mind was, having the time of my life! Enjoying everything that i do as a kid. Appreciating the word FUN. Then, as years go by, things start to change. I was not that disappointed, but, still, it hurt that bad. I moved to my grandma's house in Marsiling. It changed for thr better. Those days were the best. I got to know who my grandma really was. As a grandma, a mother, father and friend. She was the most supportive person ever in my whole entire life. She was the one who helped me and motivated me when I was feeling rather down. She was also there when I succeeded. Unfortunately, I lost her early this year. When she left, my heart was really...Really hurt... Nobody ever cared like she did. Nobody ever loved like she did.. Nobody can be like her. Nobody can ever replace her. I miss her! I miss you grandma! Really! Everytime I take the 187 bus home, I remembered the days when we went to Marsiling Point together and the day when we wanted to take the twins home from school. I was sick and could not eat for days. You let me rest on your lap while we sitting down. You massaged my head for me. It was a touching moment ever. I cried one time in bus, when I thought about her. Seriously. I hope nobody saw that! Hahaha! Her last few days on Earth was the saddest moments ever. The things that happened when she was about to go, was unbearable. It happened so fast! She was taking in her last few breaths in front of me, in front of everyone... As soon as her last breath was taken...As soon as she was gone. I cried even harder. She was gone forever..Leaving me devastated. How I wish, she was here. To listen to my thoughts and see me grow. I wanted to pay her back, for what she has done for me, but I guess, I was not given a chance to do so...I miss you grandma! Love you so much!!!! May you rest in peace...:)
I'll see you in my dreams...

what am i thinking right now?

2009-10-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today, was a long and tiring day. Yesterday, was totally crazy! I went over-nighting at East Coast Park with the soccer girls. Planned not to go initially, because was too fatigue and I had something to do...But when Huda texted me, and asked me whether I wanted to go? My mind was thinking very wildly!! Haha.. Whether should I? Or I should I not go??? I don't know!! I thought of the pros and cons of going, because the next morning, which is today, I have to go and help out at my uncle's wedding! Damn! Whatever, I was thinking at that time, was totally worth it! I finally went to East Coast with Huda! We met up first at Commonwealth. Bought some snacks for the soccer girls and headed off to East Coast!! That night was funn!! As soon as Huda and me reached, they were already playing spin the botlle. It was Salasiah's turn at that time. Hahaha! Crazy questions were asked during that game. When finally fnished playing that game, we played "Chuck!Fuck and Marry!"...It was not that funn.. Playing that game, because not everyone played..So, we moved on..To story- sharing sessions. Hahaha..Shasha, laid on my thigh, I laid on Sam's tummy and Sam laid on Zahidah's tummy! The rest just lied everywhere. We shared the nonsensical stories and stuff. After that, it got boring... Sam went home, Yatt went to sleep, Utt was pretending not to sleep...Hahaha...Everyone was talking nonsense! So, we decided to watch this two "couples"... They were mysteriously sitting around in front of us, and went in a tent turn by turn. The tent was freaking moving! Obviously, they were up to something...Ouhhh! Hahahaha! We watched them like a group of eagles...Hahaha...Suddenly everyone was excited and was so awake! Hahahaha...It was a long interesting story....As soon as the second couple went in the tent, some of us crowded near the tent...Hahaha! Serious!! No joke..We were so damn nosy...But it was damn funny! Haha...Only the people who crowded near the tent knows...After a few minutes, we soon got bored of it, because nothing much more interesting was making us amazed. One by one, went back to our mats and laid down there, and continued talking nonsense. It was 3.15 then. Soon, most of us turned in.. I woke up at around 6. Woke Huda up, and tried to wake Zahidah up, but failed. I soon headed out to my uncle's place...Leaving the rest..To enjoy the rest of the morning at East Coast. Before, I forget, Huda told me that, the second couple made loud strange sounds in the tent!! Damn! We missed that! Hahaha! Yesterday was memorable indeed!Haha...I have to turn in for the night now! Going to have a long day ahead!! I'll update more stories soon! Toddles!!:DD!

I'm suffering from thumb needs some correction disorder(TNSCD)??What the?

2009-10-19T07:47:00.001-07:00

The thumb needs some correction disorder, the real name for it is torn ulnar collateral ligament. That's the name! Haha! I think I have partially torn some tissues in between the joints. My joint near the thumb area is out of place! It's like bulging out! Urgh! It doesn't hurt that much now, but yeah, when I accidently bump into something or put some pressure on the thumb. It hurts like mad. So, I tape my thumb whenever I have soccer or any physical activities on that day. Anyway, i read up on this torn ulnar collateral ligament(TUCL) thingy...It is caused by pressure to the thumb, causing the tear of the tissues near the joint area. I also read about the two different surgeries...Too disgusting to talk about it! Like seriously! Eww! No thanks!! But, I think I my thumb injury is not that serious. Probably needs casting, for 4 to 6 weeks. Then, do some physio therapy after that! So troublesome! Urgghh! See how it goes! The thing is, just now, when Huda and me went to the Woodlands polyclinic, it was closed! Damn! Waste time and effort! It closes at 4.15 every weekdays? I suppose? I don't know! I'm going this Saturday! Was warned by Vicey Capt to go for check up! Okay! I will! As soon as I have the time! Don't worry about me! I'm "A" okay! Limit2, patah jari je pe(Can only break the thumb!!~This sounds weird in English..but this is what it roughly means)! Hahahaha! Anyways, yeah...I will go for a check up!!! This Saturday! Toodles!

'm suffering from thumb needs some correction disorder(TNSCD)??What the?

2009-10-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

hell yeah!

2009-10-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah! 1 month free from soccer! This means, more time to rest and spend time with my friends!!! Muaahahhahah! Woohoo..Maybe I'm going to start calling Wenny for dance sessions. Giggle and full around like before. Go out and have some funn with all my wonderful friends??! Wooo! Hoo!! Any of you guys in favour? I'm so darn happy! Yesterday was the last match of he entire league! We ended great, and won the game against Arions Women's B. 1 to nil. Shasha scored! Cool! Good job! I had great funn cheering at the sideline with Nina and Yi Wen!!! We were playing great tunes together! Hahahaha! Seriously, it was damn funn! I was the "horn-blower" while Nina and Yi Wen were the "bottle clashers"!!! Hahaha...Okay, I just gave us names! Hahaha...It was cool! I can't take it...I laugh a couple of times, because, it was damn funny. Changing the tunes and all. The rest of the team was either laughing or joining us...Hahaha! Really3! Funn3! I hope the people playing heard our cheers! Hahaha! I know they did! Hahaha..After the game we cheered on again! Then, all of us gathered..Shasha started to dance...Hahaha...damn funny! Hahahahaha!It was memorable! After bathing, Salasiah, Jannah, Huda, Zaidah and me, we went to Toa Payoh..Thought of playing ROCKBAND!!! But it closed when we reached there! We went to eat instead! Had a great time talking. Open up on our thoughts. What the team will be like from now on. Things are going to change! We only hope for the better! Yeah! Keep working hard! Hopefully, if we work hard enough, it will show us wonderful results next year! Yeahhh-heh! Really looking forward to what will happen next year!!! Hemm...???Hahaha! Anyways, hopefully, next time we go Toa Payoh, we can play ROCKBAND!!! Hahaha! Who wants to join???!! Toodles!

it hurts...

2009-10-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

Many things have happened for the past few days..Slanderous accusations...Mistakes...The thing is, we have no control on what is going to happen. I feel hurt when I heard about the stories that is being passed around. Even though it doesn't affect me, but I freaking feel it. Disappointments can lead mistrust or lost of hope, but have you ever wonder the feelings of others? Anyone can be mad or going crazy about what happened, but does it have to be so mean? I suddenly, feel lost and don't know what the hell is going on!!! Why is everything going haywire??!! Things are not how it used to be..

Slanderous accusations~Misjudging people... Making nothing to something and affect other people...Can you people stop making assumptions and get the full story before you say something?? Don't just make up stories!!!

Mistakes made~Pointing fingers at them and blaming them fully... Hurting them indirectly...

There's nothing wrong, in getting mad about it, but, come on...!!!Everybody's human..We cannot escape from making mistakes...

I feel really tired just thinking about this things. I'm very concern about you people. We should get over it and work this thing together...Many things have happened this year...The good and the bad. Let's just make this year a memorable one...Never lose hope! Never give up!!! Keep fighting! Heads up!(remember this, don't just say it.)

A quote to take note of:

"We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope!"

By Martin Luther King Jr.

A great talk..

2009-10-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Republic Poly Women Soccer Team had a meeting. It was a talk by the coach on the winning mentality of the team. Initially, we were asked about the basics stuff in soccer. Like the size of the goal post and what makes an offside play. It was knowledgeable. Then, coach assigned all of us to list 10 different ways to have a winning mentality. All of us shared our thoughts together and came up with some points which are very useful. Coach, too shared his 10 ways to a winning mentality. When I listened to his ways, I was impressed by it, I don't know why. To me, whatever coach said is meaningful and can be imply to improve myself. If every player in RPWST adopt all his 10 ways, I'm sure that we have no problem in winning every game. For sure! Anyways, all of us just found out that we won't be going for the Aussie trip. It was disappointing at first, but after that, I think it was alright. Surely, there are many other opportunities that all of us can participate to together, not just the 18 of us. Like what Farrah said. The thing is, when we were told by the team committee, I can see how disappointed they are. Especially Shasha. She was smiling throughout, not in a happy way, but like more like a sad, sad...I don't konw how to describe it, but, yeah... I was really curious. Surely, there's something fishy going on. Only when they told us about the bad news, then I realised it. My face expression also changed after that. I was like..damn! I didn't feel bad that I myself didn't get to go, but I feel bad that the hardwork the first 11 did, especially the year threes, was not paid off. I know life can sometimes be a bitch, but I really, really, really emphatize them! After one disappointment, to the other. Why is it so hard for us to get there, when we ar already so close?? Especially in the previous games that we drawed against. We could have won against them!!! Like seriously! Especially the game against Middle Rangers! Oh my God!!!!!! Argh! I was screaming along the sidelines! Were had many chances and yet it was not accomplished! Arghhh!! Damn! Damn! Damn! I felt like crying...but I stayed strong..Haha..Anyways, seriously, why is it so freaking hard?!!! It's not the squad, but the luck is not there! Hardluck! Hardluck! For now, RPWST is the 8th position. If we win the last two games, which hopefully we do..We can climb to the 7th or 6th position? Hopefully we do! For now, RPWST should stay united as a team and keep working together as one to bring the team to glory! Like what Farrah said again, regardless what happens, hopefully none of us girls decide to leave the team. I hope that doesn't happen too! Like frigging seriously! Toodles!

i gotta feeling....

2009-09-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

Okay..I'm going to talk about fashion!! Haha..Actually..No. I just post both of these pictures, because I just think it's damn nice! Especially the first one!! My idolize fashionista, Agyness! She so cool! Of course, the runway picture!! So full of life, because of the vibrant colored outfits that each model is wearing..I just love it..Anyways, let me just concentrate on what I want to share with all of you guys..Nothing about fashion..Nothing near! It's about the Hari Raya outing with my wonderful friends. I have two outings! One is with, my secondary school friends, this coming Monday. Then, the other one with, my soccermates, this coming Thursday! Yay! I got a feeling that it's going to be a blast! Especially, the outing with my secindary school friends! I miss them and the funn we used to have! Now that we are going to reunite for the Hari Raya outing, the funn shall restart!!!Woohooo!! The thing is, I hope that I won't be too tired to go for the outings! The weekends, I'm probably going out with my family. Then, this coming Monday, Hari Raya outing with secondary school friends. Tuesday, dance and training. Wednesday, tchoukball and training. Thursdays, Hari Raya outing with soccermates. Friday, training again! Gosh!! Pack! School's starting in two weeks time! Youth League doesn't end till mid October, I think, so trainings is still as intensive as ever! Plus, when school start, means less time to rest! Gosh! My body is already aching like hell! Argh...Please...Help me! Hemmmmmmmmmmm....Anyways, coach said that all of RPWST is playing for the back to back matches. Which is on the 7th and the 8th of October! Including the those who didn't get to play, the reserves that is..Including me in it..Haha..No offence on that..We are going to play! Coach said, he gives us 2 weeks to be prepared for the match! Going to play against the Ottawa Serpents on the 7th and Middle Rangers on the 8th..I think both matches are going to be interesting! The match against Ottawa, looking forward to how physical they are going to be.Middle Rangers, looking forward to see how the team play with our Lela in that team..Haha..Oh well, for now, need to concentrate on trainings and more trainings! I need to nurse my knee now..Toodles!

wassup!

2009-09-22T10:58:00.001-07:00

For all my people out there, especially my secondary school friends who might be wondering what am I doing right now. Well, I have an indeed tight schedule during the 5 weeks holidays. It had been tough and is still going on. I got like tchoukball trainings on Wednesdays, 2 till 5..Soccer trainings as per usually, every Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays..Yes, Wednesdays also. before soccer training, I'll be hitting the basketball court for tchoukball trainings. Luckily, it's indoors. If not, I'll under the sun for the whole day! For those who doesn't know about tchoukball, then you can go find out about it. Go research! There's a website for Singapore Tchoukball. A new sport that was only started for like 5 years only, if I'm not wrong..Haha.. The sport is like cool, not much running, so I don't have to worry so much about being tired before soccer trainings on Wednesdays. It's interesting and fun. You guys should go and try it out yourself! Like seriously...Anyways, back to the topic..Luckily I didn't get myself involve in the F1 race, or else I dead and gone! Haha...Especially the days during puasa! I was super busy, doing kuehs and cleaning the house for Hari Raya! But, that is all past already! No need to worry about making kuehs anymore! The cleaning part, of course, still continues, without a doubt! Hemm..Boring! Now, I'm like suffering from a disease! Called, the body aches syndrome! My back muscles are in pain! Like seriously! Not to forget both the muscles at the back of my knees! Sometimes, it really hurts! Gosh...Haha...Anyway, nice or what the picture that I published on top?! Class picture! Fun photo! Our class was the most unique of all the other classes! Because, we got cool people! Like me! Haha...And of course, N4si girls, the Jojo Bars...and the B-boys at the front! Damn cool! Go Evergreen Secondary! I miss my secondary school friends and my secondary school life! The Math lessons, English lessons, the POA lessons...Haha...POA is like more of a talking and free session for me! Haha..That's why I failed! Haha..Sorry Mr Chua for your effort to make me pass my POA...Oh well..Then, there's the mee soto stall! Waa..Makcik!Mee soto tarok burgerdel satu! Miss saying that to the makcik!Haha... Not to forget PE classes! Oh yeah! Damn fun! Miss Mr Vik and his PE classes! Hahaha! Now, 2008 batch has left the school boundaries...Then, the newbies comes in! I heard evergreen is like going to be the next Siling or Fuchun Secondary! So many mats and minah reps! Waaa..Cannot see the sight of them! What is happening? Where have all the cool people gone to? So damn boring!! I'm sure teachers in Evergreen will miss us! No doubt! Especially, Mr Vik! ?Hahaha.. I wish I can still be in secondary school..Less tiring and more exciting! I miss writing! Haha...Alright, it's late..I have to go and turn in for the night! Tomorrow, I have to meet up with Charmaine to take the jerseys from her and go for tchoukball training! Toodles!

happy birthday to Ili and me(again and again))

2009-09-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday 21st to Ili!!! Yay!! And of course to me..again and again! You guys want to know why I said again and again? Well, this is simply because, I celebrated my birthday 3 times this year! Haha! First is on my birthday day itself. Second was the day after my birthday day. Which was with Ill, Huda and Jannah. They suprised me when we wanted to eat at Macdonalds after Tuesday's training..At first we decided to eat LJS. Then Ill wanted to eat at Macdonalds. I was walking in front, so I decided to head down to the Macdonalds at Basement one. When I turned around, they were not behind me. So I slowed down. Then when Jannah came down, Huda and Ill was not in sight. Jannah said they went to withdraw money, so I didn't think much of it and continued walking to Macdonald's with Jannah. Then when Huda and Ill finally came, they brought with them a small birthday cake and sang me a birthday song!! I was so shock! Boy, it was damn sweet of them!! They really took the intiative to buy me not one but three cakes! Hahaha, which I finally finished it today!! Haha!! Thanks guys! Then, the next birthday celebration was yesterday after the soccer match against UWC. At first I thought they were going to celebrate Ili's birthday only, because it was literally her birthday yesterday and I already saw that Wei Si was getting the birtday cakes ready. So I just joined in singing the birthday song for Ili. Then, I heard Shashajan continued the birthday song, "happy birthday to Ili and...Sheu.." while pointing to me. I was shock again! To me? Haha! Then Ili turned to me and told me to stand next to her. So, I joined her. Utt and Wei Si then gave us each a cake. Ili's cake had the tweety bird, while mine had the daffy duck! It was cute and nahh-ace! Haha! It taste great too! We shared the cake around... Especially shared it with Shashajan! She can't wait to eat the cake! I told her to eat first, but she resisted. She wanted me to have the first bite first...Okay, then, when I told her to eat. She told me to feed her. Eh2! Haha! So, I fed her, then she said why am I shivering?? But I wasn't!! Feed already, then complain some more!! Hahaha!! The feeding of the cake went on... In the end, Ili and I fed each other! Haha! So sweet...I was refering to the cake... Haha..And also to us feeding each other.. Hehe... Overall, it was great!! Thanks girls for the wonderful birthday celebrations!!!Woohoo! It was frigging awesome! Yesterday's match was also frigging awesome! We only lost to UWC to only 2-0!! Not like the other teams that had gone against them before! Freakingly 2-0 only! I know Yatt was damn happy about it! I was crazyly happy about it myself! I thought RP could have scored as well, but hardluck! Anyways, we did great! Like seriously!! Muahahahaha! Common girls. keep it going! Let's fight till the very end! Toodles!

18th Burfdae..

2009-09-14T22:12:00.001-07:00

It was my frigging 18th birthday yesterday!!! It was okay... A normal birthday. The only thing special this year was that one person did the sweetest thing ever! I was so touched that I almost cried. It was around 12.30 or so. This person that I just get to know not long ago, called me in the middle of night...Then, sang me a Birthday song on the phone.. It was so sweet of her! She is no other then, Nurjannah Bte Jamaludin..!! Haha... I was really like super touched! Hehe.. Thanks Jannah for singing to me the birthday song!! Besides that, of course, I will like to thanked all those people who sent me the birthday messages and wishes through SMS,Facebook and MSN.... My soccer mates, secondary friends and family members!!Not to forget my dear Isra... A special thanks to her, who also called me at 12, on the dot! Thanks...Love you girl! We shall go clubbing with that long,red,grandma dress of yours! Haha! I am like frigging 18!! I'm free, mother free!! Hehe! 13th September was Charmaine's birthday...I wished her, and we SMS a lot... Hehe... Talked about how much we miss each other and the memories we had during trainings... Oh well, but, we promised to keep in touch with each other! That's great! See you around Charmaine! I want you lucky charms!! Hehe!! Tomorrow is going to be Illi's and XX's birthday...16th September! Illi's turning 21 not 12...Hehe...Illi...Illi...You don't even look 21! You look way younger than that! probably...17 or 16?? Haha... XX...You're turning 21 also right? Let me check...No..no...You're turning 20!!Woohooo!!My nonsensical partner!! Miss you to bits and pieces!!!Anyways, Happy Advanced 21st Birthday!!!To both adorable girls!! Who are old. Gosh...20 and 21... Haiyo...Hehe! Enjoy your birthdays!! Toodles!

I LOVE YOU, Beth Cooper

2009-09-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today, I met up with Syahirah and Syarinna. We decided to go out to break fast together and we finally did a moment ago. At first, we thought that it was a just an eating outing, but when I said, "I feel like watching a movie!". Therefore, we bought movie tickets for the 6.50pm show! Luckily, the show started just in time when it was break fast time, because some people said that it is not advisable to watch movies during fasting month. Okay...So, we were lucky...but, anyways, Syahirah was the only one who was fasting. Yeah...Anyways, enough of that and let's get to the movie that we watched.It was, "I LOVE YOU, Beth Cooper". It was great! At first it started at a graduation ceremony at a normal American highschool. Then, when Dennis Cooperman, the guy in the poster behind Hayden Panettiere( Beth Cooper), started to give a speech. The story got much more interesting.. It's a hilarious and cool movie! About a normal, geeky guy, who is the captain of the debate team. Who was deeply in love with Beth Cooper, the head of the cheerleading squad since he was in seventh grade. Two people in two different worlds! It was impossible for them to fall in love with each other! Actually, it was impossible for Dennis to even get a chance to even talk to Beth! It's just too funny! Okay!Okay! I should stop! I shall not spoil it for those who are planning to watch it! It's just too worth it to share the whole story with all of you! Like really, you guys should catch the movie for yourself! Then, you guys will enjoy it even more! From one to five, I give it 5/5! It's damn funny and cute at the same time! Boy! I enjoyed the movie!!Haha!! I don't mind watching it again!! Toodles!!=D

waa...so violent and dramatic!

2009-09-07T23:23:00.001-07:00

Well...It didn't get too violent or that dramatic during the soccer match, RPWST had last Saturday against SIM. However, it was kind of violent and dramatic in a way. Let me explain why I say that the game is violent and dramatic. Firstly,violent; the SIM girls were all about getting physical! Like, common! This a soccer match. Not the tug-of-war or something... Hands were all over...Even though the SIM girls were the ones making the foul, but the were the ones who were making such a racket to call for the referee. To make the referee thought, it was as if, we were the ones who were in the wrong...Oh no..no..no..no! That's such a wrong thing to do..Even the players who sat out on this game saw what really happened. There was once, when a SIM player was defending Shashajan,if I'm not wrong, tried to call for a foul. Then she said,"Eh!Eh!"She was making i seems like Shashajan was holding her or something... Utt was so furious about it and shouted," What..Eh..eh!!" It was hilarious when she said that...Boy, Utt was pissed!Haha..Also, there was one time, when I was subtitute in to play for Eileen's position, right midfield..There's is this SIM left defender, number 18 I guess..I think it was her who pull my shorts when I wanted to chase for the ball...I was like, pulling it back up while running..Cannot really concentrate on running after the ball at that time! Gosh! I think I slowed down after that, and decided to pressure her instead. In the end, she kicked the ball out. Oh well...Then, about the dramatic part...Well, there was a moment when the referee and SIM's coach had a quarrel about a hand ball issue or something. It was so, gosh! Damn dramatic! Everybody on the field was standing quietly, while the quarrel continued...Shashajan, on the other hand, cared nothing about it and walked around, to talk to some of us...I still remebered what she said when she was walking towards me, "RP girls...Cover your ears..." Hahaha...Was kind of funny...Oh well...Hehe...It was fun though! We ended the game by winning 6-0 to them...The much more fun thing is, we are going to see that coach and some of the players in SIM to play against us again...This time, it's the Ottawa Serpent!!!!Fuhh...Fierce habes!!! Will be looking forward for that match! Haha...Meanwhile, RPWST needs to train hard for this Saturday's match against the Kaki Bukit SC... Hope for the best for the team...Let's make a difference! show them what we got! Toodles!

Life Is Not A Bouquet Of Flowers!

2009-09-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

Flowers are pretty and they smell lovely. Everyone wants life to be similar like a bouquet of flowers. Everything looks great and seem like nothing can go wrong. However, life is not a bouquet of flowers like we want it to be. Life is so unpredictable. It can be great at a certain point of time and it can be ugly the next time. Sacrifices we have to make on our journey of life and doing the right thing. Everything we do in life is about doing things right and continue to do it right. A wrong step might lead to a life's misery. Do things right. Do what you need to do, not just what you want!Toodles!

So Nervous?

2009-09-01T22:41:00.000-07:00

Our dear Coach, Mr Feiroz has came up with a challenge for RPWST...To sustain any game to at least 3 goals for each game. Especially for the "stronger teams". When all of us first listened to coach's challenge, surely some have doubts in accepting the challenge right? Because I had doubts too! I don't deny what I say or think. Mentally, we see it as something that is difficult to carry out. We analyse how fast, stronger and better the other teams are, compared to our team. The think is, why do we have to compare? If we believe that our team is able to take up the challenge by coach, why not give it a shot? Like what Shasha said, we cannot determine the outcome. Still, coach said to us, "but, we can still control our mistakes. Give our very best and make RPWST the hardest team to beat!" RPWST is a growing team and it is still growing. There's no doubts about that. All of us have gone through the happiest and the saddest moments together..On and off the pitch...In a team, there are some weaknesses and strengths. We should make use of each and everyone of our strengths and also help improve on each and everyone's weakenesses and turn it into strengths! We should help each other, regardless the situation! Everyone in a team has a responsibility. Either a big or small responsibility, we should carry it out fully. Especially, giving hope and encouraging each other. Push one another till the very top! Do everything together! Together.Everyone.Achieve.More.TEAM!! Let's start today's game with great energy! The challenge is starting today! American School VS RPWST! WE can do this girls! RP!RP!RP!Whoosh!!Toodles!

Waaaa....I don't know how to say this!!

2009-08-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

Life is so full of choices...You have to make many choices!!!Sometimes you do not know that whether the choices that you are making is right or wrong. Unless you already make the decision and go through the decision that you make...You guys feel me?Like seriously, I am now in a state of making an important decision. it's either A or B. If I reject A, A are going to like be irritated with me, because A have been planning this for so long and have been waiting for me. Since I'm not free all the time!!Hemm...If I fail to go to B's....I'm not going to see B for a long time, only if B comes back for holidays!!So...yeah...Which is better!!I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings or anything, but this is really confusing and it keeps on making me think real hard!Have to make the decision by today or latest tomorrow...I'm really argghh!!!Helpless!!Have to get ready for soccer!Toodles!!

live, laugh and love soccer!

2009-08-27T12:19:00.000-07:00

The first thing that came to my mind, when I saw this picture was,"Awww, so damn cute!!". Isn't cute to see such a small girl playing soccer? So small, yet play such a rough sport? Umm, interesting! She seems like a the small little, adorable Chinese girl in RPWST, Ewen Teo!! So darn cute!! Really!!! Even though. she doesn't tie up her hair like the girl in the picture above did, but she have her coconut hairstyle, the one that sticks up on top of her head! She such a small sized girl for a 19? I think so, years old girl? Smaller than I am. You can roughly gauge, for those who don't know Ewen. If I'm small, well, she's smaller! Hahaha!! The point of it all is that, soccer girls are damn cute!!!Hehehe!!!I'm living the live of a soccer girl, laugh like one too and love playing it!! Toodles!!=)

agyness

2009-08-27T11:52:00.000-07:00

Trendsetter, pretty-face and very idealistic! She's my favorite, trendsetter and model! The first time i saw her was in Teen Vogue magazines. She was the first person, along with her friend, to come up with a t-shirt design with nice, big fonts on it! I love them! So cool and eye-catchy! Maybe, I want to design a t-shirt for the RPWST? Just maybe. It's simple and cute! By using Agyness's idea? It's really nice!! It's something like the first picture on top. The font is cool!!I really want a shirt like that one! For the RPWST, maybe a normal sized shirt is much more appropriate! Since it's for soccer on for the runway! On top of that, I think it's damn cool! To the bloody maximum!!Agyness rock my socks off!!Her ideas are making me bonkers! FASHION is killing me!!In good way!!!It's making me go gaga again!!Not Lady Gaga, but gaga!!!I'm no fan of hers, but i think some of her songs are cool. Enough of her, for now, let's go high on FASHION!!! argahhhhhh!!!Toodles!!=)

passion for fashion!

2009-08-27T11:23:00.001-07:00

Some of you guys might know, that I love fashion!! I had a dream once, to be a fashion designer! Seriously! I watched Project Runway and Ugly Betty a lot. To get some idea of what fashion life is about. I even used to buy Teen Vogue and Style magazines. Basically anything got to do with fashion, I'll buy it! It's great! To wear something that is made by a popular fashion designer is great, but, to make something for someone, is different. You will feel much more honored, because, people want you to design their clothes for them!Fashion is great!I wanted to be a part of it. Why is put all of these as past tensed? Well, sometimes, we have to make a reality check. People say that Singapore does not have a strong ground in fashion design. the chances that I am going to a fashion designer, yet a successful one, is very slim. However, the passion is still deep inside my heart. Regardless what happens. I still, practice drawing dresses sometimes and have fantasies to open up my own boutique. It's going to be called, "Sheu" by Sheu Rosselli. Imagine on every dress or on any merchandise that I design, has my name in it! Wow...Impressive!How I wish that it could be true!Dream, and continue to bulid that dream!Then, put it all into action!That's how you can succeed!Even though I cannot really reach to my long lost dream quite yet, but I think I'm close to it. Right now, since I'm studying in a course for Diploma in Integrated Events Management, I think that maybe, I can organise fashion shows in Singapore one day? At least, I'm close to fashion! Maybe be a part of the organising team for Victoria Secret!!Hahahaha!!That's my dream!Anyway, I totally agreed on the quote above," Everyday is a fashion show and the world is my runway!" It's so freaking cool!!Hahahaha!! Also, I totally love the wallpaper!! So freakingly awesome!! Damn! I miss fashion!! My passion for fashion will still be in my heart and it stays there! It's is waiting for a calling!!!Hahahah!!Crave to for fashion and have faith for it!Regardless in what you belief in...Continue to dream it!Toodles!

wanna break free!!

2009-08-27T10:33:00.000-07:00

Feels like years when I climb on a swing...Feels great every time when I am on one. Sometimes it's better to be young again. To be a little girl that I was once before...So innocent and pure...Haha..I just want my life to take it slow..So busy nowadays. Even though it's already considered as a holiday period for me, but I have loads of things to do this upcoming few weeks. I have, as per normal, soccer trainings and matches, also with the upcoming hot event. Which is the F1 Grand Prix...Going to work for three days for that..Lucky to get paid for that.I'm going to work for like the whole day each time I'm working! Going to be tired! Especially for the fact that it's after the day that I have a soccer match or so...Damn! That is going to be tiring!!!Whatever it is, my schedule is confirm to be packed, with soccer, soccer matches and for F1 deployments.I know, these things are taking lots of my time, but, this is what I do. I am sorry if I am the cause that is lagging most of the plans, for instance, class outings and stuff. I'm deeply sorry.I am telling you guys the truth that, sometimes, I really cannot make it. I really hate it when I let someone down, but I'm really trying my best! Especially to all my secondary school classmates! I miss u guys badly as much as you guys do miss me. I know that, sometimes when you really hope something or someone to be there, but they don't, it's frustrating. However,there some things that you guys do have to help me to understand, that, it's hard on me too. I'll try my very best to be there!Regardless how tired I am!I will be there. Just have to let time, make me available. That's all!Other than that, I hope there are no boundaries.I shall see you guys on Teacher's Day on this coming Monday!Evergreen Secondary School!No other better place to spend time with my friends than at our 2nd home, like before!!Maybe we can go break fast together too? We'll see about that!Hemm..Anyways, there are many things that is going on in my life right now... I'm thinking a lot lately...For now, have to let those thoughts to myself.I'll update you guys with more of me, soon!! Toddles!

The Last For Math Module!

2009-08-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of Math module! I am in class right now, "listening" to the other team's presentation! Haha! It's such a long day... Have soccer later on at 5.30! Gosh! It's going to be tiring! Tomorrow, there is also the Understand Test 3! I have not really been studying for it! Too busy! Or too tired to bother! However, I still push myself to study!! Need to study, to pass! I just calculated my GPA points and it sucks so far! So disappointed when I saw the digits! So ...arghh!!I really need to buck up with the UT 3, or not, it's going to be hard for me for the next semester and the years to come! So sad! I got to go now, need to do presentation soon! Better get ready! Hoping for an A today!! Hahahaha! Bobbye! I will update more, soon!! Toodles!

What's Wrong With Blogspot.Com

2009-08-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

I recently wanted to update my blog, then I found out that I cannot upload photos!! Omg! This is not happening! A post without a picture?!! No!!! What is up with this blogger shit?! Anyways, the POL-ITE games had just finished. RP did not get third place, and this meant that we can kiss the trip to Aussie good bye! The team definitely was upset with the outcome, but I think that we did our best! We trained hard for the games! I believe that our performance on that day was great!! I don't care what other people might want to say about us, but at the end of the day, I myself know that we are already winners even if we did not get the third place! I saw my teammates still continued playing soccer despite how sick they were. I saw how hard they kicked the ball even when it was their last strenght that they had to even carry themselves. I felt their happiness and sadness each time we played soccer. I feel them! I love my soocer mates! Alright, enough of soccer stuff, let's talk about my life right now. After the games, it is going quite alright, until I fell sick for about 3 to 4 days. I still went to school and soccer trainings though! I continued eating my medicines and fought through the sick days! I was damn elated when I finally healed!After that, I kind of feel weak or get easily tired! Only after resting over the weekends will I be able to get back my energy... I slept so soundly..Hahaha!! Right now, I am in the library with Rinna, Atikah and Syahirah, We are each studying for our upcoming tests or exams! We are super busy!!Hehe!! Accept for me of course, because I am "busy" updating my blog!! They kept buggimg me to update it, so I did! Right at this very moment!!Haha!! Alright now, I have to study!! UTs are coming this Wednesday!! Woohoo!! Going bonkers soon!

a long day...

2009-07-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

In my condition right now.A small, battery which is low in energy, represents me. I am so freaking tired by this weeks schedule!!! I really cannot stand it anymore..Until today, I feel really exhausted!!! This afternoon, my crew and I had a dance performance at ITE Bishan. We did well, but not up to my satisfaction, because, I know for a fact that we can do a lot better!!! I feel that, maybe because that we are too tired, we did not perform very good... Whatever, it is, we have to have enough rest, if we have another performance coming up... After the dance performance, me and Wenny went to Youth Park to watch Da Sho Case dance competition. It was alright... Not so many people, went to watch it...Mira's group won third place!! There were good!! I'm proud for her and Hidayat!! 2nd goes to Wawan's group!!! Predictable, to win!!! Their choreo was tight!!! 1st goes to, Funky stylers!!! Woohoo!! In total, there were 16 crews compeiting!!! So many of them!!! It was a non- stop action!!! However, the most enjoyable performance for me is, of course, Vogalicious's!!! With their stricking and sassy outfits!!!Ouchh!!!Haha!!! Those who were there, will know!!Hahahaha!!! Especially Veron!! Looking real hot on stage!!! Not Tyra or Naomi Campbell, but Miss J sey!!! Well said!!!Haha!!! I saw a lot of people there!! Some whom i know, and knows me too!! Some whom I know, but do not know me!!! 2 categories of people!!! Those who knows me, are lucky, because, it's not easy being friends with a cool kid!!! Like me!!Haha!! So....NOT!!!Hhahahahahaha!!! After today, Wenny and me had came up with a crew resolution!! To be as one, practice as one and perform greatly as one!!! All we need is time, commitment and believe!!! There will be another...SHUSH!!!exclusive, soon...Just have to wait!!! I'll update any events to you guys personally!!! Till den, sayonara!!!Toodless!!

slide my way through...

2009-07-20T22:55:00.000-07:00

It seems like freaking years since I updated my blog!! I have been busy all this while. With soccer and dance... So freaking tired!!!Eff!!! I love the picture above!!!It's so cool...I want to slide, slide and slide!!!Fun!!Did it once before, during the friendly game against SIM(think so)..It was great!!!A success!!!Anyways, the first POL-ITE match is tomorrow !!! It is against Singapore Polytechnic at 7pm.. I am like really anxious about the match!!! The first, official game, that I am going to really play soccer seriously. Not like before, when I used to play it for fun. Remembered those days. Especially the street soccer matches that the boys and some girls from my class played for physical education...Miss those days...and the injuries that I suffered...It was painful, but memorable...Bitter sweet experiences!Haha!! My dance is on the 25th!!! This coming Saturday!!!One is at ITE Bshan(performance) and the other is at Youth Park(Competition). Anybody who is going, I hope to see you there!!!Both for soccer matches and dance performance/competition. For now, I have to go!!! So many things to so, but so little time!!!Toodles!!!

peace in hawaii!!

2009-06-27T23:37:00.001-07:00

What do you see when you first saw this picture? To me, this picture symbolizes as peace. I want get away from the hectic life here, in Singapore! With all the commotion of the H1N1 pandemic. All the year ones in Republic Polytechnic have to stay at home for a week due to this flu that is spreading fast, since the first case was reported. The idiotic and boring part of this, is of course, having to go through this e- learning thingy. Which is such an ass!!! Serious!!! I want school to start as soon as possible!!! I also heard that, other people are scared of RP students!!! Haha...What the freaking hell!!! Why are they so scared of us? It's not that, all RP students has the H1N1 flu!!!!I think, if anyone of us goes out and shout," I'm a RP student!!" Everyone will scatter!! Haha!! Imagine if you are in a crowded area!! It's very useful for this kind of situations...Haha..How can you expect all of us to stay at home all the way, throughout the 7 days in the first place?!All of us, still have a life!!Hello!! If I say, I have been staying indoors, I would be lying. I went out last Friday, for something that I will soon reveal. Hee...Nowhere exciting...Just went out, to keep myself fit. With some of my soccer mates.Anyways, the reason why, I put picture of Hawaii. Is because, I want to go to Hawaii!! One of my aspiration is to travel. I don't have any specific places that I want to go, but probably a place that can ease my mind off things. Just relax...Chill.. Probably with some of my friends? Soccer mates? BFFs? BF? I don't know. Haha..Firstly, I have to get a job, probably a car license and a car or caravan, so that I can squeeze all my buddies inside. It would be more exciting, if we go on road trips!!! Funn!! Let's just wait...Haha!!!Anyone want travel with me?!!Haha!!Toodles!!

POL-ITE games are coming soon...

2009-06-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

The picture above is damn nice!!! Still, I cannot inagine playing soccer with high heels...I think, I'll be the ball!! Anyways, the POL-ITE games are coming real soon. It's in July!!! The first game that RPWST will be playing is on the 6th July!!It's like so coming around the corner.If anybody is going, be sure to wear green? As we are wearing green for all the mathes to come!! Here are the fixtures for the ganes!!!

1st game: RP VS NYP
Date: 6th July 2009
Location: RP Field
Kick Off: 6pm

2nd game: RP VS SP
Date: 23rd July 2009
Location: RP Field
Kick Off: 6pm

3rd game: RP VS ITE
Date: 30th July 2009
Location: RP Field
Kick Off: 6pm

4th game: RP VS NP
Date: 3rd August 2009
Location: NP Field
Kick Off: 6pm

We appreciate all the shouting and screaming from all our supporters!!! We'll see you there!!!Thank you for all your support!!!Toodles!!

dancing..

2009-06-16T18:46:00.001-07:00

Hip Hop dancing, has always been my passion. I will still continue dancing. By the way, this picture is so cool...Like it a lot!!Anyways, even though I have other commitments, like soccer.Actually, commitment. I'm only committed to soccer right now. I want to find a job though, but I'm scared that I won't be able to concentrate on my studies and soccer. Also, that I will wear myself out, like seriously. Even now, I'm tired. If I work, worse!!! I want money!! Things this days, are bloody expensive...Gosh...It will be worse in time to come!!!I'll see first...If I really need the money, than I'll go find a freaking job that suits my schedule. If not, I just do what I do and do what I want to do. Which is soccer!!Soccer!!!Soccer!!For now. The POLITE games are coming real soon. We have to at least get third place this year, so that we can go to Australia!!!Great right??!! I'm still training hard to be a better player and grow with the team.Together we achieve!!!One Heart!One Team!One Goal!!!RPWST!!Hell yeahh..I'll update you guys with all the exciting news as soon as possible!!Just keep on reading...Keep on reading...Toodles!!

stressed??maybe?maybe not?

2009-06-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

I am stressed up right now? Maybe? Maybe not? I don't know!!!I just found out that I got in Hip Hop IG!!! So happy about it, but yet so sad. The timing and days for soccer trainings and Hip Hop dance sessions are the same!!! I told myself that I will continue with soccer even though I get into Hip Hop IG.... I already told my soccer team mates that I will choose soccer over dance...However, how hard I try to keep myself to believe in that... I still have a heavy heart to not join Hip Hop IG...I really cannot resist it!!! So much for working hard for the auditions...Nevertheless, I will keep to my promise and stay in my lovely and wonderful soccer IG!!! Oh yeah!!! I will give my 110% to soccer trainings and acheive my goal... Which is to train hard, be a better player, grow with the team and go Australia with RPWST!!! I will do my very best!!!I definitely will!!!As for dancing, there are still other chances out there that I can persue my dancing interest? maybe start my own crew? I guess? For now, soccer is the shit!!! I will eat,drink,sleep,think and breathe soccer!!!Toodles!!!

missing the beach...

2009-06-04T01:15:00.001-07:00

Umm...The beach...It has been so lond since I went to the beach with my friends... I loves those days. When we all went to East Coast. We gathered for class reunion, catch up on stuff and played in the waters. It was the most exciting moments ever. It is quite true that secondary school friends are the best!!I love them like hell!! Now, I am in polytechnic, everything changes. The people in polytechnic are so different. Luckily, those,whom I know now in polytechnic are all great people!!! Only a couple of them are a pain in everybody's asses!!Oopss...Haha... Or maybe because, I just met them, so I cannot really judge them yet? Maybe.. Who knows...Anyways, I love my life right now! Eventhough I am busy with soccer+ soccer camp, hip hop camp and school... I still love it.. It keeps me going and occupied!!! I hate staying at home... I don't know why. I love the outdoors I guess? Staying at home feels dead to me, but sometimes, home makes you feel secure and safe? However, for now, home is the only place where I can get my rest and sleep. That is what I know when I go home. Other than that, it's just soccer and the other things that I do. Which is out there... Not indoors. Alright now... I want to get my rest...There is soccer tomorrow afternoon and I need to get rid of my cold. Toodles!!

i'm down with a flu!!

2009-06-04T00:41:00.000-07:00

I am officially down with a flu!!Aha..Of course, it is not serious a one like H1N1!! Crazy... Just a normal cold...Therefore, there won't be a need to wear any bra on my face!!Anyways, when I came upon this picture, the first thing I did was laugh.. It's simply idiotic!!! Would someone really do this? i mean like, go get a proper mask... Probably, made out from your old clothes or something?!!!Get a life!!!It's just stupid and fugly. Did i mention fugly?? FUGLY!!! With the capital of every word of fugly!!!Then, again, they shared the bra!!! Although I always say, "Sharing is caring!", but,hello!! Haha...Bra-on-face? Sharing? Gosh!!I guess, it's true. People do anything when there are in desperate need. Desperado! Amigo!Haha... Cheers to those who do crazy things!!! Good luck!! Toodles!

so freaking exhausted!!!

2009-05-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

Although this picture does not show that I am freakingly tired, still, as I am typing this post, I feel like sleeping for the rest of my life! From the three days per week soccer trainings. To the 7 hours of school each day and the other IG meetings. I am so freaking pissed!!! I am tired, but still alive!!! Whatever it is, my schdule is basically occupied! I am officially busy for the next three years in RP!Tskk! So annoying!!! Anyway, this picture was taken way before soccer training starts. I look super healthy and bubbly as ever! Howver, if you see me now, I look dead and dull like forever. I think I am like so slim, thanks to soccer trainings. All my pants and jeans are like so loose now!! I need to eat more, rest more and be more happy! For now, I want go home and sleep! Cannot take it anymore!! Toodles!

umm....

2009-05-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

I just came back from another soccer training... It was freaking tiring I tell you! No doubt about that. Then, Friday my team and I are having a friendly match against KL team. At 5pm, sports complex...Anybody who wants to come...Can do so..Just be there.Ummm... I also got Hip Hop meeting on that day, same timing!!! How am I suppose to cope like this. I either do not go to the Hip Hop meeting and ask Fee to tell them that I have something on.. Or go for the friendly match later.. I do not want to miss both of them!!!I love soccer, but at the same time, Hip Hop dance too... I do not know what to do if both IGs clash!!! I do not want to be in the position of sacrificing either one of my IGs!!!No way!!!I am so tired right now. When thinking about my IGs, makes me more tired and hopeless...What am I suppose to do!!! Argh...Can anyone help me? Haha... I will see how it goes first.. Let me get a taste of having two IGs first... Then if I really cannot make it... I will try to decide which IG should I quit...Okay? Aahaha...Ummm...This is all that I am able to type.. It is what you are getting from me now...So freaking tired... I will update my blog as soon as possible. Depends if I am free!!!Toodles!!!!

tired...

2009-05-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

First of all, I want to thank my mum for everything. Haha..Random..I love her loads...Anyways, since the start of school. I've been like freaking tired each and everyday. I can't stand it already. Then, I have soccer trainings on Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays.. The Pol-ite Games are in July! Need to train hard!!!! Need to make it to the top 22, so that I can get to play..Gosh I'm going to be exhausted!! This coming holiday is going to be another full schdule also. I have hip hop bootcamp and soccer camp. OMG! If i'm dead, you guys know why!!Haha... All I have now is CCAs..Or what we call IGs in polytechnic... Haha...However, I kind of love it...My soccer team mates are nice. Especially my vice-captain,Shasha. Not like other Shasha(not in poly) I know..Haha...This Shasha is sweet, nice and friendly..However,the saddest thing is that I have no time for myself and my friends...So bloody sad. Boohoo..The "Boohoo"sounds so fake!Haha.. I went to Sentosa on Sunday. Went swimming and got myself tan...So sad. I don't like to get tan..What to do...Haha...My presentation is starting soon...Gtg...Love all my friends!!!Toodles!!!

don't be like this....

2009-05-18T02:22:00.001-07:00

First, of all...I would like to say that, in life. Sometimes you feel like you do not want to exist in this world. I admit that I felt like that once before. When a problem arises, you feel like the whole world is on your back. However, my advice is,do not do stupid things that will hurt yourself. Not only you will fell pain, other people will feel it too! The ones who cares for you, feels for you... Do not think that nobody cares..The ones who exist in your life is the ones who cares and will never get tired of doing so...Even if it hurts sometimes, it does not matter. As long as these people are there to listen to your thoughts....There are always there..Just consider yourself lucky. There are other people out there who are worse than you. If only, you can put yourself in their shoes and compare your life with theirs...You will know what I mean...We should look at the bright side of life! Do not just see the negative side of things. You are born in this world for a purpose. Whatever it is, just be optimistic. After publishing this post, I hope that everyone learn something from this. I did. Life is a circle,you just have to go along with it...Toodles!!!
P.S: Fee, i love you and will always care for you...n also to the rest of my friends and those who is reading this!!!One love!

i got in!!

2009-05-10T22:22:00.000-07:00

This would be snapping post! I'm so like in class right now. Anyways, I got in RP's women soccer team!!!Yay!! Woohoo!!! The try-outs was bloody tiring, because it feels like years since I ran. It was so exhausting...However, I got in the team! A bloody great outcome!! Yesterday, my mom bought me Nike soccer boots. The Ronaldhino version!!! It's brown in colour..Super nice I tell you...Also with the Adidas shin pad. The shin pad is Red in colour!!! My fave colour...Oh yeah...Nice! Then someone gave me socks!! Thanks!!Aha...Today is also the results for who is shortlisted to the Hip-hop IG thingy, but I have no idea where to check!!! I freakingly want to know!!! So desperate right now!! I forgot to tell you guys, that my soccer training is on this coming Wednesday. The coach said that he wants us to be ready for the upcoming game in July!!! Gosh!!! That's like so fast.. It's going to tired!!! I am going to be crazyly busy!!! The training is like 3 times per week!!!OMG!! Plus, if I got in the Hip-Hop IG, that would make me bongkers!! So my lovely friends, I'm not going to be that free for anything yet!! Isra, about the outing that you want to orgainise, I'll tell you if I'm free...Okay! I'll try to slot a date, but for now... I can't !! So sorry! Still, I love you guys!! See you guys soon!!!Toodles!!

soccer try outs and hip hop audition!!!

2009-05-07T08:29:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is going to be the soccer try outs... I so very excited about it!! I cannot wait till tomorrow!! I really want to be in Soccer IG! I want to try different things since I am in a new school. New school, new experience!! Anyways, I had my Hip Hop IG audition on Tuesday. I think it was fun but kind of tough. Both Fee and me was very excited about the audition. A routine was taught by senior Hip Hop IG people.. There was a lot of b-boy moves like top-rock and stuff like that. It was cool!!! However when audition started, everything went haywire. Fee and me could only remember some of the steps, but was quite alright but when it came to the freestyling part, it was partly good and bad at the bad at the same time. Hopefully, Fee and me get a place in the Hip Hop IG. Then, will we call myself a member of the Style Groovaz Crew!!! Uh-hhuhh!! Aha.. So far, I signed up for 4 IGs..Soccer, Hip Hop, JIVE and DJ-ing. I think these IGs are damn cool. I want in to all of them!!!Yaahaha..Anyways, wish me luck for tomorrow, people!!Toodles!

at the library!!

2009-05-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

Now, I am at the freaking library. Practically want to study and do some research on my modules for the upcoming tests. I don't know what is going to be tested, so I have to do and understand everthing that is needed to. Actually, i dpn't know where to start. Seriously. Gosh. It has been like years that I studied for something and now it's really hard to start. Whatever it is, I have to really do this. Get great grades, so that 2nd year can be a breeze for me. I really need this. Even if today is the first day of "time of the month" thingy...How I wished life would be more easier!My womb is aching!Argh...Anyways, have to move on...Biatch!(Biatch...umm...sounds familiar!lol)Okay..Bobbye people!Toddles!

i feel great!

2009-04-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

Today I feel great.My team did great for today's presentation. Xiao Xuan, Dallas, Shimah and Sulaika! Well done! I officially love you guys! Woohoo....Although we were blur at first, but we got our way through! Hell yeah.. I love school. Really. Make a lot of great friends and work together. Seriously, hardcore fun! I love it! I'm a little worn out today. I don't know why, but feel so tired and sleepy.. I feel like shutting off my brains and sleep right now.Bamm!Aha... The hip hop IG auditions are coming up next Tuesday. I can't wait for that day! Hopefully I can get in! I also signed up for soccer. The try-outs are on 8th and 15th may...Confirm, I'm going to be tired! No doubt! Then, I signed up for Jive IG(basically events management stuff) and Dj IG! Cool right! I going to be super busy people! Aha.. So need to be mentally ready or i have to say goodbye to some cca.. Commitment!!!! So, that's about it for today! Love all my friends! See you when I see you!Toodles!

stress!

2009-04-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

First of all, today is overall the baddest day I have ever faced! No doubt about it! So many things to talk about. First, I had a silent fight with Fee about something. I'm too tired talk about that now. Hopefully, we'll come in good terms soon. Friends should fight over small things. Or things that one is not sure of. Second, my group's presentation sucks big time! No comment! Third, I called someone a bitch.. Well, a male bitch!Loudly..But didn't know he was in class..Aha..Yeah...This is true!However, we are now in good terms.Thank God! I don't want to have any enemies unnecessarily!Lastly, i found out my friends are all fighting with B Girl...Whoever she is... I don't care now..All I know is, I want to enjoy life, still and when I can! No admiring a boy...No boyfriends...No problem....Whatsoever...Just be me.The old, care-free me!That's all for now!Toodles!

Okay listen!

2009-04-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

Alright people!Stop invading my tagboard! This post really goes out to b-girl. Why are you still reading my freaking blog?Where did you get my link? I just started blogging, already I got an enemy. However, I don't see you as an enemy actually.You just don't get things or you simply don't have any other people's link to invade or comment. You got a problem with any of my friends is it? Come on... I thought that it's already over?! What's all the commotion about? Can you just let other people say what they want to say. In the first place, you started it all. Please, don't restart everything again! I really want to forget about this stupid issue. Also, why are you trying to tell me to read the SBDC post again? For the goodness of everybody, I will delete it!So troublesome!!!!Really!Kecoh sak!!!So, let's cool down...Let bygones be bygones..Relax again..Get to your senses...Take a deep breath and take up yoga classes together!!Like one big freaking happy family!!!Yay!Toodles!!

i'm super dead if this goes on!

2009-04-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

Today is basically the worst day for me.I guess so.During today's presentation,I did not get to say anything.The subject for today is Math.All I did for the presentation is to write out the question and do it.If you guys think it is enough.Think again!Each and every memeber of a group needs to at least say something about the topic.Which is algebra.What's to say about algebra? We can't do research about it!Which most of my modules usually needs.Research is the key. Gosh! All I know is that, my team did not do a better preparation for this presentation. Especially for my part! I'm going to lose marks for not talking! I'm devastated right now! Hopefully for future presentations, I will put my 110 percent! I want a freaking A!Or a B...Definitely, not another C!Or worse!Toodles!

Raychell!!

2009-04-21T03:33:00.001-07:00

This is our Raychell(3rd year) from SOH!She is a choreographer/organising committee for our school!She's a cool girl.She has this cute voice!!Really adorable...I think John has crush on her.John(1st year) is basically an irritating guy..He is so whatever!!When Raychell showed us the dance moves that we were supposed to learn,irritating John was there,when he wasn't supposed to!He was like,"Raychell,you are so sexy!"...Okay...Not neccessary!Seriously!He was so irritating!Even Syirah,one of SOHDC said,"Why,are you turned on?"Aha!!!He's such a dumbass.Anyways,thanks to Raychell,we did a great job!Eventhough we won 3rd placing,it's okay!!!It's alright,SOH,fight!Fight!Fight!Toodles!

SOH dance crew!

2009-04-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

This is the SOH dance crew!!!Yeahh!!These people are freaking great!!!We even have a manager,Ain!She became our manager because she was not involve in anything,so we just let her be our manager!Aha...2 days,was all we got to practice the choreography!It was tough at first,but we soon get the hang of it!!It turned out great!!Everyone was cool and rocking during performance!!The dancers in the pictures are,Jeremy(Hellven),Sajuto(B-boy),Nat,Glenn,Zhong Wen(Boom4!),Shirah,Krystal,Fee and me.Of course not forgetting our manager,Ain in the red shorts!!Aha..She's cute!Hope to see them soon!!Toodles!

SOH orientation!

2009-04-21T03:03:00.001-07:00

This i my group for the SOH Camp!!We are called The Royal Geeks!!!Woohoo!!Cool or what?Eventhough,most of us look like geeks but we have sexiness in us!!!In Royal Geeks we have,Kavitha(Lollipop) is a dance Godess.Seriously!!Merilyn(Laughing machine),always start out giving a cryng face before sparking off to laugh!Really funny!!Donald(Father Donald),we called him father because he is big and was the only guy,only before Kai Jie came along.Umm..Let me see...Sharon(Sexy Sharon),not even close to sexy,but we just call her that for funn!!!There's loads,but I can't go on telling about each and every person,right?There are basically 21 of us,some vanish when taking pictures.Like Doris(Sadis),the tiniest girl in our group!!She's cute.The whole camp was great!!!Especially during Jam and Hop!All the geeks dance like hell!!!It was bloody wonderful and funny!!!Thanks to Hamilah and Monisha for being great OGL's.Entertaining us with stupid jokes.Monisha2!Aha...She dance funny...Really funny!!!Ahahahahaha!Cannot stop laughing already!!!Ahhh...Kay3!Ease...I'm finished with laughing about Monisha!!!Hemm..Thanks to them,our 3 days of orientation went well!!Of course to all my Royal Geeks people,see you guys in school!!Toodles!!

This is the 2nd day of school!!!

2009-04-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

Well,today just came back from school.Now,at the library with Fee.We are updating our blogs and pics...Day at school today was fun.Shaun was energetic during presentation about pokemon camp!Whatever!All I know is that my team did great today!My team members were Farah Diyanah,Vincent,Laila and Si Ni.I pity Si Ni because she just had her braces done yesterday,but she kept making the points that were already there,longer!That,I can't be bothered!Anyways,the class was happening.There was alot of laughter all around, and I think I can already get the hang out of this!Just have to be prepare for presentations everyday!!!Aha!So,yeah!Everyday is presentation day at Rp!Toodles!

wth!

2009-04-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

Is it even wrong to admire somebody?It doesn't mean you really want that person to be your boyfriend or whatever!!I admit that I like Predicx...Only as a b-boy.That's it!However,I don't love him!!I won't do such things like snatching him away from his girlfriend!!Like duhh!!!Hello!!!Anyways,yeah.Sorry to whoever,who thinks I really,really like him.Especially the b-girl!Hello!!Anyways,I like another guy in my school.He is a Chinese guy.So,no worries!!!Toodles!!!

shoes!!

2009-04-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

I want shoes!!!Argh...School is starting soon and yet I don't have enough shoes to go to school.Girls,you know that shoes are like everything to you...Followed by bags and make up!!!Of course,all of the other stuff!!However,not the kind of shoes like the above!!!Duhh!!!!After I read Atikah's blog,I was kind of jealous!So was Syahirah!!She was the one who told me,that Atikah like bragged about the shoes that her parents bought her...She posted pictures of her two shoes and a adidas bag on her blog...Urgh...Wth...Atikah!!!Aha...The shoes were cute,but the bag could be better..It looks kind of like mine...Aaha....The retro platforms are kind of stylish though...Look at it...You can go to a Retro Party with it..Just don't go out in these pair...You will humiliate yourself...At least put something retro-ish to go along with it!Or else,you will hear people say,"Look!!Is that Austin Powers!!!Or did she wear her grandma's shoes!!!"

It's not really funny...Still...Nevermind...I like Austin Powers though!He's funny!Aha..Need to save up money to buy a pair of cute shoes!!!Till then,I'll update new topics to share with you guys!!!Love you!!Toodles!!!

SOH camp!!!

2009-04-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow will be the SOH camp for RP...It's 8.30a.m. till 9p.m.!It's that long!I wonder what are they going to do with us?I hope it's going to be funn and exciting...I'm sure that I'm going to meet new friends.Be friends with as many as possible,so that when school starts,I have loads of them!!!So that I can have somebody to talk to in class and at school!I can't live,not talking to somebody one whole day!That's because i always have something to say...Umm...Sometimes...Aha..That is,of course,depending on how long I know that person and that I really have a subject to talk about!!Usually,I'll just say,"Hi!"Then,I'll keep quite.Aha...That's me...Can't wait for tomorrow...Meeting Fee at 8.15a.m....She better don't be late!I hate late comers...Aha...Toodles!

i also want a camera!

2009-04-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

I want a camera like this!If anyone want to buy me something for my birthday,this will a good present for me.I won't complain!Aha...Seriously.I have been eyeing this camera for quite some time now.I really wished that someone would buy this camera for me or win this camera as a prize or someting?!Aha...Girls...This is a hint!!I want a present!!!Since I never ever got any from any of you!!!I want this camera!!Aha...Just kiddng!This freaking camera is so expensive!!!I'm a reasonable and kind person!!Of course I will never force my girls to buy me something so expensive like this!I want something much more expensive!!!Argh!!!Aaahahahahahahaha!NOT!Again...It's just a joke!!!I don't want this camera,not now!It's not important.I also don't want a present from my friends...Never do!!Although I contributed to buy all of my friends their presents.I never want anything in return..Really!All I want is that,my girls will always remember me and cherish our friendship for eternity!Always!Love you girls!!!Toodles!!

the pics i took on Earth hour day!

2009-04-11T02:31:00.000-07:00

That's me!Just came back from the SBDC semi-finals...It was Earth Hour Day!!It was funn!!

school is starting!

2009-04-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

When I read Shaawani's blog about her camp at RP...I was shocked that she said the camp was great!Umm...Is it that good?!RP!!Of course I don't believe it until I experience it myself.Next week on Monday!!I 'm not at all excited..I thought that if I go to the camp I might get to know more about the school and the facilities.Well...Yeah...Monday is the freaking day!!See all you SOH people there!!!Toodles!!

i think i hate cb!

2009-04-09T20:17:00.000-07:00

After all the stories I heard about Chris Brown,being abusive and his anger manangement problems...I think I'm starting to dislike him..Hate is a strong word,but yeah...I'm growing to dislike him...Any woman won't want a guy who cheats,beats and run!Chris Brown is so heartless!Eventhough now,that he's going for anger management sessions..I still can't find a little forgiveness in my heart to like him back..Aha..As if I'm in the position to do so...Aha...Not!However,being a fan,you feel kind of dumb-founded and betrayed when you heard that Chris Brown is so aggresive.That's because,all his life being an artist,he looks so cute,kind,innocent and romantic!Really..When I heard the shocking news!Gosh!I felt betrayed!!!!!Looks can be desiving!!Did I spelt that correctly?!Arr...Who cares anyways...Still,being his biggest fan,I really want him to change himself...Everybody has done something wrong,but just don't hurt others!I'm into Hwanhee now!Aha...Right!Okay3!Predicx...Let's be reasonable...since Hwanhee lives in Korea!Aha...I like Korean guys better!They are so romantic,kind and helpful.Well...some of course!Hiowever,looks can be desiving!!Did I spelt that correctly?!Again...Who cares...!This is my blog...I spell my words how I want it to be!!!Aha...Toodles!!

p.s:I am loving blogging too much!Cos,I really have alot to say!Talkative me!!

trip to the zoo!

2009-04-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

Today was the trip the zoo!!I was really excited to visit the Singapore Zoological Gardens since it was like forever since I last went there.We were so psyched up about everthing!Aha...Really!!It was kind of funny...We can't stop laughing throughout the whole excursion...It was kind of funn...Girls you know why...Some of you know..Aha..You know who!It will be alot better if Atikah had came along with us...Isra,Fee,Syahirah,Farah and I was always looking forward to the animal shows...The first one we watched was about "Jungle Fight Back"...It was funn and funny!There were these Sarawak people with only their underwear and tribal accessories on...One of them,the one playing the drums was cute!Really!For a tribal boy,he is hott!Aha...The show was overall great.At the end of it...Isra,Farah and me went on stage to take photos with the tribal boys and the other zoo keepers...They were all so gatal...Really...They were teasing us and treat us differently from other visiters.Saying that we smell good and stuff!Idiots!If the hott tribal said that,it was fine,but it was the uglier one!EEeeeee.Purrlease!Anyways...Yeah...Even after we went off,they waved to us..Also went,Isra and me waved at them like crazyly,they waved back like so happily!Without caring about the other visitors that wanted to take pictures with them!Aha!It was really funny!!Arr...The trip was funn..Really..I wish that us girls will have another outing like this in the future!

I Want My Dance Crew!

2009-04-07T10:50:00.000-07:00

I want to start a new and unique dance crew!My fellow dancers must be very passionate about dancing and is able to come up with original and unique choreography.I want my crew to be versatile and strong.I don't need professional dancers.I only need people who are keen in learning new stuff...Energetic,understanding and who are really commited to this crew!That is all that I need from my crew members.Anyone can join...I want my crew to be a 3 boys and 3 girls crew...Or maybe more.4 boys and 4 girls is all right too...So...I'll probably join RPDC.Or just come up with a new and fresh crew from there.We'll see how it goes.

Money!Money!Money!

2009-04-07T10:07:00.000-07:00

Why do we need money to live?Buy all the things that we need?There are many people out there that is in desperate need for money!Like me!I am in desperate need for money,people!Seriously...I just went for a job interview this afternoon at Fish & Co.I,so...need a job..Anyways,yupp,people put there need money.Especially those who are poor.People are willing to do anything or use somebody else for money.I'm sure you guys know that right?Like for example,parents selling their new born child to another famliy,child prostitution,seel themselves...blah3!So desperate!I don't know what is happening to this world!However,I'm quite sure I won't do any such stuff that I just stated above...At least,not yet?just kidding!I'm not going to sell myself...Crazy...Aha...I guess I will earn the money,the old fashion way...WORKING!People,study hard...work hard and be happy!